IT MARKS THE END OF 2010

it is now 2011. hope that it will be a great year ahead.

there are so much to do this year and i have got the first done - tongue piercing!

THE FIRST IN 7 MONTHS

i joined the company on 24 may and it's now the 7th month. the newly join boss makes me stayed for the very first time in this 7 months. i'm glad that i've been assigned with new tasks but at the same time she delays my party time!!!

today is a day for party @ KL Tower with my bunch of good friends and new friends. cilaka...!!!

back to the newly join boss. she's a woman, in her 40s, not slim and not too fat, not tall but not too short, single and living with her mum and sis, not sure if she's still available, aggressive and the worst of all, she has been staying for OT from day 1 and asking for hundreds and thousands types of reports!!! guess how good the fortune that's awaiting for me in 2011??!! may god bless me...

2011 is coming and i want to be in the positive mood. yeah!!!

JUSTIN BIEBER

who the hell is this JB? he is like everywhere around the town and everybody is like listening to his songs 24-7-365! for sure he's another teenage idol with one hit and disappears after all.

i am so sick hearing the town plays his 'Baby' and 'Eenie Meenie' all the time. Wherever i go, there's JB around. oh come on... he's not a big deal... what's so great about him till my hubby said that all aunties in his office are listening to him, playing his song aloud on radio, dance to his songs and stuff like that... gosh... 我接受唔到啰... until... one fine day...

i got to listen to his latest single at that point of time - U Smile. hmm... not bad, who's the singer, by the way? when the DJ announced that the song is by JB, i was so surprised. hey... not bad, this little 16 year old kiddo. then i started listening to his songs, one by one... slowly evaluating them one by one... hey... really good...

the latest hit in town - Pray by JB touches my heart. i first got to know this song from TV, from the American Music Award (AMA), he sang this song in piano version with a group of worship leaders. hey... the best from him so far...

worth a try listening to his songs. here you go...

Ohh Ohh Ohh... and I pray…

I just can’t sleep tonight. Knowing that things ain’t right.

It’s in the papers, It’s on the tv, It’s everywhere that I go.

Children are crying, Soldiers are dying, Some people don't have a home.

But I know there's sunshine behind that rain.

I know there's good times behind that pain, hey…

Can you tell me how I can make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day.

I close my eyes and pray…

I close my eyes and I can see a better day.

I close my eyes and pray…

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight.

And when I sit up, cause my dinner is still on my plate.

Ooo I got a vision, to make a difference. And it’s starting today.

Cause I know there's sunshine behind that rain.

I know there's good times behind that pain, hey…

Haven’t tell me how I can make a change.

For the broken-hearted, I pray for the life not started.

I pray for all the ones not breathing, I pray for all the souls in need, I pray.

Can you give’em one today.

I just can’t sleep tonight.

Can someone tell how to make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day.

I close my eyes and pray…

I close my eyes and I can see a better day.

I close my eyes and I pray…

I pray... I close my eyes and pray...

KURNIA BY MIZZ NINA (FEATURING NOR HUJAN)

Dengarkanlah lagu dulu Tinggalkanmu itu menunggu

Jangan biarkan hati Dikunci oleh rasa benci

Resah yang tiada henti Bila kau melangkah pergi

Apakah yang harus ku lakukan ‘Tuk merubah hatimu

Kurnia bagaikan khayalan Takkan ku lepas walaupun apa yang mendatang

Kurnia bagaikan khayalan Ku takkan lepas walau hanya khayalan

Senyumanmu igauanku Tiada yang setandingmu

Suara yang bermain Memanggil-manggil namaku

Resah yang tiada henti Bila kau melangkah pergi

Apakah yang harus ku lakukan Untuk merubah hatimu

Pintaku cuma jangan pergi Tak bisa berasingan jauh oh darimu

Bilakah oh nanti akan pergi Berlari biarkan pergi

Buat selamanya biar kita berdua disinari

Oh mentari oh mentari

EARLY SALARY SAVES ME

the month of december is normally my PK month in a year, with x'mas treats - gifts, dinners, celebrations... and not forgetting wedding invitations (people just like to have their weddings during end of the year).

this december is a superb PK month for me, with house warming parties, SIL's big birthday celebration, x'mas treats and a wedding dinner to attend.

i was waiting for HR announcement on early releases for salary and festive eves. yahoo!!! at last, got to see the circular yesterday - early release of salary on 17 dec, 1/2 day off on 24 and 31 dec! so excited!!!

praying to God is hope and faith, for God to answer prayers is the fruit of the hope and faith.

friends, please continue to pray...

DINNERS OF THE WEEK

Sunday - had a nice home cooked dinner @ Daryl&Kiat's place.

Monday - thought of cooking for dinner, luckily ended up at 威茶餐室 @ cheras selatan.

Tuesday - going back to parents' place.

Wednesday - thought of cooking for dinner again but hubby has a dinner appointment after his basketball game. he thought of asking Daryl to have dinner with me, guess what... Daryl is following him to the game! instead of asking him to have dinner with me, now no one left with me. Kiat couldn't make it on that night, so coincidence. hmmm... I think will just 打包 from 双龙茶餐室.

Thursday - going back to in-laws' place.

Friday - this is the day, man... departmental lunch @ saisaki & dinner with ex-colleagues in Pru @ delicious, Marc Residence, Jalan Pinang. no worries...

Saturday - attending Matthew's wedding dinner @ Glenmarie, Shah Alam.

**start planning for the week after**

FAILURE

yesterday was raining so heavily. the heavy jam took us 3 hours to reach sg long. my mission had gone down the drain again. i thought of cooking at home but looking at the time, we decided to have our dinner at the usual place - 双龙茶餐室.

reached home at 9.30pm and i was really exhausted. had a nice hot shower and i swore i wouldn't do a single thing but to watch the last episode of 公主嫁到. done and went to bed at 11.30pm.

it's a rainy day again... it makes me so sleepy. and this makes me think of Starbucks.

I AM STILL TIRED

it has been 10 days after 29th nov. although everything has over, i'm still tired. over exhausted from every day's house chores and the thing that affects me so much, the sleeping and wake up time. i need to adjust my biological clock at least 1 hour earlier than before. i used to sleep at 12.00am and wake up at 7.00am. now i need to sleep at 11.00pm and wake up at 6.00am. just that i can't make myself to sleep at 11.00pm, feel like there are too much of work to be done. and i can't make myself to wake up at 6.00am, feel like the dawn is still a long way to be seen.

what if, if i reach home at 7.30pm tonight, have a nice dinner, shower and sleep, without giving myself a chance to watch TV or even look at strands of hair on the floor and accumulative dust at corners of house? i think i could have a better rest...

let's see...

12 HOURS TO GO

just came back from jusco, carrefour and late dinner @ susan's. have bought almost everything for tomorrow and i'm really broke now!!!

gotta sleep earlier today for a dream to reveal a 4-digit number. hahahahaha~~~

tomorrow will be a long day... need to wake up early to leave the house with kiat & daryl, go back home to do some clean ups, fetch mum & dad, jarod & amelie over to my home, ceremony time at 11.00am, bring all out for lunch, do some cooking and desserts in the afternoon, accompany the kids to swimming pool in the evening and prepare for a steamboat dinner for 55 pax.

i'm really looking forward for tomorrow to end and have a good rest the day after... please allow me...

ALMOST DONE

1 day ++ to 29 nov - everything's within control so far. MIL and BIL came this afternoon for some chinese custom ceremonies before the move in. so thank God that she took everything as good, no bad comments and yeah, i'm so happy and relieved.

tomorrow is going to be another busy day, last minute shopping, clean up and that's it, here comes 29 nov!

PLAN PLAN PLAN

i have so much to plan and do this week. starting with house chores, packing ups, moving and back to house chores again. 29 november is getting nearer, things left undone is getting more. really hope that i could do everything before 27 november, just to stop my in-laws and parents from nagging me further. i'm not trying to get compliments from them, just at least, not nagging and pointing out what i have not done, what i could have done better... i want a perfect, not lesser than 98%-'agreement'-first-house-warming-celebration.

i thought the steamboat dinner would only for close family members and friends of my in-laws. i heard there are more coming from the hometown. gosh... shit!!! it would be a long day... yeah, i know i should be happy that so many people are celebrating with us, that so many people are happy for us... yeah, yeah, yeah... it could be a happy one, maybe...

everything is progressing well... i have to pack things up in boxes tonight, i have to shop for groceries tomorrow night, i have to move things over on thursday night, i have to complete some house chores on whole of friday, i have to wait for my in-laws to come over on saturday afternoon for some chinese ceremony and i have to do a final countdown on sunday.

wish me luck, bro & sis, pals & friends... : )

4 DAYS IN A WEEK

wednesday - it was a public holiday and of course we would want to utilise the day to clean the greatest mess in the world - our new home sweet home. everything that we bought for our home, from the thing we planned to put them in toilets, kitchen, bedrooms and study room was put in the living hall, on the floor. can you imagine this and do you think we need to clean this up...???

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friday - my colleagues and i have been planning to clear the store room in our office quite some time ago due to the scheduled shifting from wisma UOAII to plaza sentral in january (tentative... again). we started clearing the room at 9.30am and called it a day at 5.45pm. phew... what a tiring day...

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just received sms-es from my colleagues:-

1. put counterpain on my whole body. now whole body super cool, 发冷...

2. semua tulang pecah. have a good rest everyone. i'm going pig now.

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saturday - i swear this saturday will be the last day i'm doing heavy duty cleaning for our new home sweet home. i really want to put an end to this superb tiring activity. we have geared up with brooms, dustpan, floor mops, toilet brushes... let's do it hard, babe... wahahahaha~~~

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sunday - a shopping day @ ikea - main target - TV bench : )

礼物

每一年的十一月，是我的‘悲安’月。

每一年的十一月，我会很想念很想念一个人。一个曾经令我很快乐幸福的人。

悲。。。是因为我不可以再见到他了。他的离开的确带给我万分心痛，就像被处死一样。一个曾经承诺与我一生一世生活的人突然之间永久性地离开自己。无论我哭了几多边，几多天，亦哭不回来。死神一到，无人可挡。

安。。。是因为我知道他已回归于神的怀抱。我感到好安慰因为事情已经过去了。他已经放开了他的抱怨，他的执著，他的我。也许，他已放心地把我交给我的老公。我亦慢慢地学识放手，释怀。也许（通过神），我已得到他的话语。

还记得他送我的一份礼物 - 一本他的日记，记载他当时在外国的生活。现在，就是这一本日记陪我一起想念着他，怀念着他。就是这一本日记要我谨记 - 幸福和快乐不是必然的，有的时候，要珍惜，无的时候，要争取。好好地过着每一天，要平平安安的，要快快乐乐的，要轻轻松松的。愿每一天都带给自己和别人快乐和欢欣。

这是他送给我的祝福。现在才懂得应该不会太迟吧？

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dear Heavenly Father,

i pray that You will look after and take good care of him as he has returned to your land in peace, o'Lord. i pray that You will be continuously pouring Your blessings and grace unto him, o'Lord. in Jesus name i pray, Amen.

UNIQLO

GRAND OPENING @ FAHRENHEIT 88

***CRAZY CROWD***

i rather miss it =.="'

野蛮老爷+奶奶 VS 野蛮媳妇

MIL: 我同你老爷要买一套碗碟同煲贺你地新居入伙。意头黎架，有依食。

Pat: 无必要，已经有人送佐。要咁多黎做乜喔？我又无煮食，要个煲黎做乜喔？

MIL: 迟早都要用到既啦，咪放住先咯。

Pat: 。。。（老公，救救我啊！！！）我唔想放D我暂时唔需要嘅野喺道。

MIL: 一係咁啦，放住你个边先。一个星期后，就搬返黎。等你有用到嘅时候先般返去。

Pat: 。。。（无反应）

MIL: 就咁啦！（就咁就行开佐。。。）

Pat: (不停地complain, complain, complain, 投诉，投诉，投诉！！！)

MIL: 其实呢个係你老爷嘅意思。我已经同你老爷讲佐你地唔锺意咁样做嘅。但係你老爷係个古老石山嘅人黎架。

Pat: 咁係唔係你地唔送我地碗碟同煲就等于我地搵唔到食啊？！我本人唔信呢D野，亦唔赞同呢个諗法同做法。我唔想一边答应你地买买买，一边就死唔甘愿。我好想同你地讲我口嘅个一句同我心嘅个一句。

MIL: 我都很辛苦架，夹喺你地两个中间。

Pat: 其实唔係话我要数臭老爷，我觉得老爷好唔sincere咯。就算老爷喺道我都係呢一句。点解老爷要买野送我地都要通过你？点解唔直接黎同我地讲？有咁难落台咩？我唔想事情搞到咁复杂。我只係好想好sincere地对你地讲每一句话同做每一件事。

MIL: 我知道你心里面係諗紧D乜嘅。。。

Pat: （咁你点解又会做出D咁嘅野咧，你点解又会讲D咁嘅野咧？！莫非你想我对你大‘吊’咩？）所以咪讲咯。。。唔买就最好。你地已经sponsor佐我地部水机，我地已经好好好开心佐。其他嘅野真係唔需要啦。

MIL: 咁啊，OK咯。。。

KATE NAIL COLOUR REMOVER vs KATE NAIL COLOUR DRY

i bought a bottle of kate nail colour remover this afternoon from watsons. although it cleanses very thoroughly, i dislike the after removal effect. my nails are so yellowish and they are chipping!!! OMG, they look like nails after removal of acrylic nails. i'm not gonna use it anymore. my dear friends, it's not cheap , made in japan, RM18 for a standard size of 230ml.












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on the other hand, i bought kate nail colour dry. very helpful, it almost immediately dries up the colouring. 2 thumbs up!!! but i can't remember how much i paid for it, too long ago... friends, strongly recommended for those who have no patient to wait for the colouring to dry up naturally.

我接受唔到啰。。。经典作！

MIL: 你既新屋要不要放个神位啊？
Pat: 奶奶啊，我唔拜神既喔。唔放啦。
MIL: 唔拜都拜吓啦。放个神位好D~~~
Pat: 我都唔信你信既个个神，我信既个位唔需要神位既喔。有心就得啦。。。

MIL: 两日前要煞米啊，一日前要挂上红布啊。
Pat: 係，係，係。。。收到！放工载你去。

MIL: 入伙个日要有个炭炉啊。
Pat: 奶奶啊，之后我要个炭炉来做乜啊？
MIL: 收起来啦。
Pat: 收起来自杀啊 （烧炭自杀）？！

MIL: 入伙个日我会带包米上去啊。你有唔有米缸啊？
无，我就一齐带埋来啦。我带个同已家厨房既一莫一样既来啦。。。
Pat: 点解既？我真係无打算要个米缸喔。我都无煲饭既。。。
MIL: 咁我就要一齐带埋个电饭煲啰。我带个同已家厨房既一莫一样既来啦。。。
Pat: （唔係呱？！你已家用紧既係Pensonic, 我要既係Panasonic啊。点咯来比啊？！）
奶奶啊，呢D野有人送佐啦。唔需要你带来啦。咯来咯去，咁麻烦。。。

**日日新鲜，日日甘**

HAVE NOT HEARD ABOUT AND SEEN THIS - A SILVER LIVING BY CECELIA AHERN

anyone, any ideas?

EVERY YEAR BY CECELIA AHERN

A wonderful collection of Cecelia’s short storiesAs the smell of pinecones and cinnamon fill the air and the plump turkey roasts in the oven, the final preparations for Christmas day have begun just as they do every year.

The tree lights are twinkling and the mince pies are cooked and there is just one final tradition to carry out before the Christmas magic can begin. This year though, something is different and it’s time for life-long traditions to change.

For years the family has followed the same pattern, not changing their routine through the generations; babies have grown into teens and then adults, and then eventually have had children of their own, but one thing always remained constant throughout…

Time has finally caught up with the family and this year the new traditions must be formed.

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*source from http://cecelia-ahern.com/books/the-every-year-collection*

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i am awaiting.

重整态度，心态，想法，生活

既然决定留下，应收拾心情，用心地做好每一件事。

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既然接受了这一份工作，应改变所有负面的想法，

应让自己拥有一颗充满正能量的心来面对种种困难。
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既然已得到自己一直以来梦寐以求的家，

就应该好好地建立，享受 和珍惜。

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既然已经找到自己想走的路，自己想要的生活，

就别再回望过去，勇敢往前走。

P.R.O.C.E.D.U.R.E.M.A.N.U.A.L

i initiated a project, a wrong decision to make - work flow and procedure manual on processes.

sigh... perhaps we have appointed a wrong person to handle it. sigh... assigning it to her is even worse than we do it ourselves.

getting blank papers written with thousands of words, especially on procedures is already a killing job. verifying thousand errors in that thousands of words is even more killing. in the end, she told me that she didn't even know that we needed her to do a procedure manual - i'm dead!!!

what happened to this person? i thought she came in with experience, at least knows what a procedure manual is. gosh... i'm dying as there are more manuals coming...

ROSE, YOU ARE ALWAYS THE BEST!

watched the final day of 超級星光大道-星光传奇赛 on TV this evening. no doubt, Janice (阎奕格) does better than Rose for all days before the final, but i think Rose does a very good job on the final day, much much better than Janice.

although she gets the 1st runner-up in the end, i will always support her, just like i supported her during her 超級星光大道-星光5班.

a very good performance by her on the final day that i want to share with all of you. feel her heart and energy.

我就是个完美主义者

老公，对不起。我不是故意地骂你的。

我气是因为我着紧，我在乎，我紧张。

着紧是因为这是我们的家。在乎是因为这是我们的爱巢。紧张是因为时间很紧逼。

我的发泄是因为我想拥有一个完美的家，很窝心的，很舒服的家。

每个细节我都很想做到最好的，只因为我是个完美主义者。

我保证没有下次。我不会再冲动了。这是我对你的承诺。

GO OR STAY?

the situation is kinda weird lately - many people around me are asking if i want and need to find a new job and the fact is - i hope to have a new job but i'm not eager to haunt for one. whatever will be, will be... all in His hands...

one comes after another and i haven't said Yes to anyone - i haven't got the see the real situation in my current workplace. i'm now doing good in the bad, although my boss just abandoned the ship and we are waiting for a new boss to come in no time. the jobs out there are nothing better and nothing worse, equally good and bad, i guess... i haven't gone into details of every offer.

i received a SMS from an ex-colleague, asking if i'm interested to join her team in A company, HK team, 8.30am to 5.30pm, office is located in jalan ampang and planning to shift to cyberjaya in no time, projects not deployed yet, now doing lots and lots of plannings, trainings, meetings with counterpart, almost everything to welcome the successful and smooth deployment.

time is getting slow, load is getting heavier and job is getting tougher there - should i or shouldn't i?

for sure, it bounces back with higher salary, more challenges and higher job satisfaction - worthy or not worthy?

time tells... He guides...

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY

没有华丽的晚餐

没有贵重的礼物

没有大棚宴席

只是一个简单的火锅晚餐，和一两个要好的朋友，

我已经很满足了。。。

老公，谢谢你一直以来的爱护。

我也爱你。

YOU HAVE BEEN THINKING TOO MUCH!!!

my colleagues and i had unwillingly attended a lunch buffet with our boss at saisaki. my superior went to the restaurant to meet him before us, she has no choice but to sit in front of him. we were there a lil late and picked our seats at the other end of the table - we never liked to sit near him. he's too disturbing, we wanted to enjoy our lunch to the max! haha...

after 2 hours of the nice buffet lunch, we were told to attend a meeting back in the office - some good news awaiting... no one trusted that, from our facial expression. there was a colleague saying that having meals in saisaki would bring bad luck and bad news, he experienced that everytime, without fail... *myth*

the good news is... he is not our boss anymore, there'll be someone coming in to replace his position. hhmm... i didn't like working with him, he's too insincere, i guess...

another good news is... the head of sales has resigned. hhmm... i never liked this person, she's too problematic.

these seem bad news but i take'em as good, to me...

the bad news is... we have nothing to do in the office. no boss, no head of sales, no business, no work... another side of reflection - getting pay at zero effort. *wink wink*

in fact who can stand it, to act busy at work everyday, staring at an empty PC mon and dreaming away. i'm the first to raise my hands and say NO!

my superior thinks a lot for the team, tries to assign anything possible to keep us occupied. i really appreciate her initiative but what more to assign when there's nothing to? isn't the story would end if we treat this as a transition period while waiting for the new boss to come and while waiting for the business to boost up and while waiting for us to move into the new office and while waiting for... something good to come?

how about organising a cross training? it could help us learn new tasks and let others learn our tasks too. although it may not be occupying, we have been lazy for months, why not for some months to come...? we have no choice!

organise product training, as suggested by boss? we are free but the trainers are not. we have not got the official product launch date yet, by that time, most probably our training would be down the drain.

why think too much for us when you need to think for yourself? treat yourself a lil better, please...

FOR A WHILE...

can i just stop for a while...
to think what i want for myself?

can i stop for a while...
to think how to care for my beloved?

can i stop for a while...
to think who could love me more other than myself?

can i stop for a while...
to think where can i go to if i were to leave?

can i stop for a while...
to think when to access to the above?

can the time just stop for a while for me...?

OFFICIAL MOVE IN

29 November 2010

ALLIANZ NITE OF ACHIEVEMENTS 2010

Date: 1 October 2010

Time: 1800

Venue: Mandarin Oriental Hotel

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a group photo with ADD - Sales Support

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a group photo with Stephanie, Mun, Janice and Carmen
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a group photo with Carmen, Eddie, Adren, Estelle, Asta, Stephanie and CyCy
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Ratings:

Ambience: Bad

Performance: Bad except Jacyln Victor

Service: Bad

Food: Bad Bad Bad

Conclusion: i have never predicted this 5-star hotel could be this bad.

MISERABLE

. as a friend, i think you are wasted here.

you could probably better than many TLs out there.

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my pal and dear friend, thanks for the praises. i take them as compliments.

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they encourage me a lot and have lighten up my day.

but life goes on... faith and fate will guide me through.

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good luck to you too...

WE MADE IT!!!

at last, my hubby makes the confession!!!
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we've bought our home sweet home some months ago but we haven't announced this big news to my in-law. reason being - simple - we don't want interference, we don't want interruption and we don't want extra extra unnecessary arrangements and opinions, which we'd treasure it if it is left unfolded forever...

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well... we've done almost everything, we've completed the 1st phase renovations, engaged with contractors for the 2nd phase, picked the paint colours, bought home appliances... basically just waiting for the time to get all things completed. we're getting real excited to moving into the new house!!!
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we broke the news to them after yesterday's reunion dinner, everybody was so shocked! not when we mentioned we've bought the house but when we said we wanted to move out from the current house. imagine this... we mentioned moving out in october, yeah... real soon... i think this is why they couldn't take it at first.
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Q& A session:
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are you unhappy living with us under the same roof? i'm sad to see you leaving...

aren't you suppose to feel happy that your son has the ability to own a house? moving out not because of unhappiness, we want to live our own lives out there...

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have you pick a date to move in? don't simply pick a date, this must be carefully done...

we haven't picked a date but if you want to pick a date for us, we've no problem, happy if you could help us. but please make it on a saturday in october / november, we want many people to come and share the happiness.

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will you set a prayer alter? a small one outside the house?

a big no-no!!! we don't trust in the God you are trusting, therefore, we don't want to keep something that we can't and don't want to take care of. but if you want to have a prayer ceremony before we move in, we don't mind but this going to be a one-time-off thingy.

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are you going to move everything out from your room?

no no... we're going to bring over the mattress only as we've so used to it. the rest we'll leave them behind as we'll occasionally come back for overnight, especially during CNY and festive eves, which fall on a friday.

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are you going home for dinner? i mean everyday?

of course won't but we'll make it once a week, we promise, just like we go back to my parents' home once a week for dinner. we've to make it fair, you see... don't worry... we'll take care of ourselves.
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i have to give you a set of cookware, most probably a set of wok and pots.

we aren't going to cook like 9 dishes a day, pots and wok basically to us are useless. we just don't want to waste your nice set of pots and wok. you can use them to cook tasty food for everyone.

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(MIL walked to the store room to look for other things that she could give to me) how about this steamer set?

ok ok... we take this, it helps when it comes to steaming mantou. i love mantou, for sure, i'll use this! thanks!

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what else do you need and want?

basically we've got everything. no need to buy anything else. the steamer is enough already...

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for sure i can't sleep tonight... so sad...

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(silence)
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is your home open to us? can we come over, for a night or two?

sure! we have a guest room for all visitors. you can just tell us that you'll be coming over, we'll get things fixed. no worries... you can always come over for the swimming pool, jaz or even BBQ. we really don't mind... we'll be happy if you drop by...

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the conversation moved on to our BB plan, her pregnancy experience and so on... i feel like vomiting when i talk about this, continuously... anyway, there's no more secrets...

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waiting impatiently...

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL 2010

beautiful moonlight in the sky

a lighted beautiful traditional paper lantern

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is it necessary to burn down all paper lantern in the end of the day?

both of us seldom take 2-pax photo.

shall we?

happily posing with all sisters

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~HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY, MY DEAREST DAD & MOM~

阿妈的食谱 - CHICKEN IN SOYA SAUCE

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Ingredients:
1. 1 whole chicken / chicken parts
2. Soya sauce
3. Thick soya sauce
4. Water
5. Sugar
6. Garlic
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Steps:
1. Garlic to chopped and stir-fried - M heat.
2. After it turns brownish, add in soya sauce, thick soya sauce, sugar and a little water - M heat.

3. Wait for the mixture to boil a little - medium heat.
4. Put in chicken - medium heat.
5. Put more water and cook for ½ hr (for chicken parts) - low heat.

*1 whole chicken takes longer time*

I NEED A NEW HOBBY

i was telling my hubby that i am 'de-energized' since i started working in this new company. i just don't know why...

i start work later than before, i can go off way earlier than before, i have lesser work than before, life should have been better!

i am tired when i reach home. i am tired during weekends. i am tired... just too tired to do anything and everything, even things that i once thought they were exciting and interesting.

what the hell happened to me? am i too workaholic, can't live an easy life? sigh...

my hubby told me to look for a new hobby, to venture into something new, which might trigger my interest.

sports - i'm out!

books - i'm sleepy.

music - nothing gets me on lately, what to do than just listening. not that i know how to 'operate' a keyboard or play a guitar.

movies - i'm actually watching. it's my hobby all this while...

recipe - everybody says i can't cook, erm... can't cook well, including my hubby! but it sounds interesting... should i? well, well, well... i need guinea pigs... hahaha...

set @ recipe! i'm gonna start with easy ones... from frying an egg to baking a cake.

if i think i can, i can, right... will you be my guinea pigs???

PORK IN SOYA SAUCE

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Ingredients:
1. Pork (preferably the part near thigh
2. Soya sauce
3. Thick soya sauce
4. Sugar
5. Garlic (Whole piece)
6. Eggs
7. Water
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Steps:
1. Water to boil and put in pork to to remove dirt and smell.
2. Egg to hard boil.
3. Put in soya sauce, thick soya sauce, sugar, garlic and a little water - M heat, wait for the mixture to boil a little.
4. Put in pork - M heat.
5. When gravy gets thicker, put in water and cook until pork is tender - L heat.
6. When this is almost done, put in hard boiled egg - L heat.
7. Continue until pork is tender to your expectation - L heat.

YONG TAU FOO

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Ingredients:
1. Fish paste
2. Eggplant
3. Bitter gourd
4. Chilli
5. Garlic
6. Oyster sauce / White vinegar
7. Sugar
8. Soya sauce
9. Thick soya sauce
10. Water
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Steps:
1. Stuff fish paste into eggplant, bitter gourd and chilli.
2. Garlic to chopped and stir-fried until brownish - M heat.
3. If only do chilli, put in white vinegar, soya sauce, thick soya sauce, sugar and a little water - M heat. Wait for the mixture to boil a little and thick. Remove from pan / wok.
4. If do other than chilli, then replace white vinegar with oyster sauce.
5. Fried eggplant, bitter gourd and chilli - L heat. Remove from pan / wok and dry up Yong Tau Foo from oil.
6. Get the mixture and Yong Tau Foo back into pan / wok and braise for 10 minutes.

PRAWN IN SOYA SAUCE

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Ingredients:
1. Prawns
2. Garlic
3. Soya sauce
4. Sugar
5. Thick soya sauce - Optional
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Steps:
1. Garlic to chopped and stir-fried. After it turns brownish, add in soya sauce, thick soya sauce (for colouring), sugar and a little water. Wait for the mixture to boil a little and thick - M heat. Remove from pan / wok.
2. Prawns to fried - M heat.
3. After the prawns turn reddish, put in the mixture and cook for 2 minutes.

DRUNKEN PRAWN

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Ingredients:
1. Prawns
2. Soya sauce
3. Ginger sauce
4. Ajinomoto
5. Egg white
6. Water
7. Alcohol (preferably hard liquor)
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Steps:
1. Soya sauce, ginger sauce and ajinomoto to mix with a little water.
2. Egg white and cold water – stir for several times, not too much.
3. Steam prawns in pan / wok, together with mixture (1) for about 8-10 minutes until reddish, H heat.
4. Pour in mixture (2) and steam for 2 minutes - L heat.
5. Off heat and pour in alcohol.

BEAUTIFUL SLEEPY MONDAY

full force today, everybody has come back to the reality - school & work!

we planned to leave the house at 0700, a little failure in the end, we left at 0715. traffic was still okay, quite smooth and i reached office at 0745. not bad huh...

really lazy to get back to work although i attended to work last friday. the weekend off is just like the usual ones but today is an extreme lazy work day for me.

still suffering the impact of migraine that stroke last wednesday. it was bad... i seldom take in pain killer but i just couldn't help it, i gave in... the feeling of vomiting is back, from the stomach to the throat. i gotta take better care of myself...

need to pen down all recipes that i got from my parents yesterday when we were having family dinner to celebrate an early moon cake festival. share pictures later... maybe tonight...

我唔係有佐啦！

Pat: 我有D唔舒服，想呕，想呕，咁。。。

Mum-in-Law: (奇怪的眼神。。。)

Pat: 我唔係有佐啦！我去食药先。。。你諗多佐啦。。。

1，2，3 呸！

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Just had a wonderful lunch with ex-colleagues from PRU at The Nando’s, Pavilion, to celebrate Tammy’s birthday. Everyone is healthy, just a little de-energized and tired. Guess it is an impact from last Raya Holiday. Hold on girls… You always prove yourself, why not this time?!
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Didn’t manage to get everyone out this round. Tem Tem complains she has loads of work, can understand her since Wei Then is not around. Chia Hui too complains she is busy, can understand her since every colleague from her department make the same comment in FB. Ling Nee not able to make it, can understand her since she has an emotional and crazy boss. Hahaha… ~~~
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To my surprise, Ai Sun is here! She has come back from Kampar for 1 Malaysia Holiday, konon… Hehehe… Hopefully she can confirm staying back in KL instead of living her boredom in Kampar. Ai Sun, we always miss you. Please do consider staying back here in KL. For sure, the decision is both yours and hubby; we’ll support you, anyways…
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Predictably, same questions being brought up again:
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1. WHO ELSE has resigned?
2. HOW MANY MORE left in the department?
3. Why L is like that AGAIN?
4. Are you STILL BUSY or BUSIER than usual?
5. When are you getting PREGNANT?
6. How is WEI THEN?
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The relationships between colleagues and between friends are so much different, that even causes the way I speak to them.
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Being a colleague to them, I will always think before I speak, so afraid I would offend them. I couldn’t expect them to understand what I’m trying to say but not put into proper spoken words.
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Being a friend to them, I will, of course, also think before I speak. A friendship developed from a relation of colleagues, would somehow or rather built a mutual understanding among us. Sometimes I need not to speak in proper or have not properly spoken, they have already understood what I am trying to bring up to.
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Friends, I am so glad to have been a colleague to you and now being a friend to you. I am grateful for every invitation that I have been kept in loop although you are not seeing me every day. I am definitely looking into being friend than a forever colleague.
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Friends, thank you for being my friends.
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P/S: Happy Belated Birthday, Tammy.

RESIDENT EVIL: AFTERLIFE

Synopsis

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In a world ravaged by a virus infection, turning its victims into the Undead, Alice continues on her journey to find survivors and lead them to safety. Her deadly battle with the Umbrella Corporation reaches new heights, but Alice gets some unexpected help from an old friend.

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A new lead that promises a safe haven from the Undead leads them to Los Angeles, but when they arrive the city is overrun by thousands of Undead and Alice and her comrades are about to step into a deadly trap.

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Source from TGV.com.my

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I do not fancy this kind of movie, actually. Too unrealistic, too futuristic… I am not imaginative to this level, that some day we could be eaten up and be a mutant!

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Worth a watch in cinema for its special effects, both sound and visual effects. But I still think it is kind of too much of slow motion, could be specially catered for 3D effects. But I was in a normal theatre, so kind of boring…

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I prefer to watch The Matrix 1,2,3 for slow motions, at least, it is the King of Kings of Slow Motion. Nice…

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Milla J (Alice), for sure, one-man-show again, unbeatable, forever living ‘creature’. But Ali K (Claire) is hot, babe~~!! She takes off some Alice’s scenes… someone else to see in the movie.

GROWN UPS

Synopsis

Grown Ups, starring Adam Sandler, Kevin James, Chris Rock, David Spade and Rob Schneider is a hilarious comedy about five men who were best friends when they were young kids and now are getting together for the Fourth of July weekend to meet each others' families for the first time. Picking up where they left off, they discover why growing older doesn't mean growing up.

The film also stars Salma Hayek, Maria Bello and Maya Rudolph.

Source from TGV.com.my
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The combination of its cast is so so so damn bright! They are so meant to be in a team!

This is a 105 minutes comedy, which shows the importance of friendship. Although they always talk nonsense about one another, they still care for each another.

When they talk about things that happened like 30 years ago and laugh them over, the warmth is so real, just like we talk things that happened during our school days like 12 years ago and laugh them over.

They talk about basketball game; we talk about Prefects’ Gathering. They talk about theme park; we talk about our days spent in the Jalan Silang, McD. They talk about their basketball coach; we talk about Mrs. Phoon. They talk nonsense and so do us, non-stop, in fact… Hahaha…

But there is one thing I do not wish to see it happens, I do not want us to meet each another after 30 years. Gosh… I wish we could meet each another one a week or once a month, at least… It is a sad thing that we need to arrange for a month time for a meet up whereas everyone is in KL, the same city!

What have happened to us, nowadays? Busy, distance among the places we are staying at, and/or whatsoever reasons?

Faith brings us together and sometimes, distance brings us nearer. But what is the thing in between that keeps us distanced?

放声大哭

不能怪你。。。
只能怪自己，没办法改变你，是我无能为力。

早知你是这样的一个人，拥有这样的一种性格。
爱你就应该爱你的全部。

是我错了。错在我太天真。以为凭我一个不可理喻的性格能改变你。
我太肤浅了。。。

当然，不在意的你睡着了。
也好，我可以放声大哭。
你不会知道，我不用作任何解释。

大哭一场后，我醒了，不再活在自己的世界里。
独行侠原来不是一种人，它是一中性格，是死性来的。

I AM SO PISSED OFF

had a flat tire, noticed by my MIL on friday morning. luckily it wasn't a working day, if not... sure leceh...

asked my hubby to have a look at it and guess what he told me... he already knew that something was wrong with the tire since the day we arrived KL from Phuket and he was observing the problem. gosh... we were back on 3 sept and friday was already 10 sept. how many days he needed to observe something that he isn't expert in it??!! FYI, my hubby isn't a mechanic / 'tire man'!! should have sent the car for checking and not waiting for the flat tire!

told him to have a look before taking his shower. oosh... he'd nicely taken his shower and changed then only walked out slowly to see the car. what kinda a person he is??! i really don't understand. knowing there was a problem but left it unsolved and thought to solve it last minute. this problem shouldn't have risen, at the first place.

oh gosh... i was so angry!!!

i knew it, i knew it that i'd be emo and most probably i'd scold, scream, yell at him or perhaps slap him on this face for being so extremely dumb! but i just left him with some words, i didn't consider my words were over.

i was so so so pissed off till i didn't wanna talk about it, which i should have comforted him after he had changed the tire! i didn't wanna think of a solution, which i should have done. i didn't wanna do anything, which i should have scolded him. at that point of time, all these are wastes of energy...

i just can't understand why a person could have this kinda thinking. this is so f**king 'special'!!! salute!!!

情永落

失恋的人，别太悲伤。他放弃你，只因为他不懂珍惜你的好。

上帝创造人类的时候是一双一对的，就像 adam & eve。

若出现的人是错的人，这是上帝给你的一个考验。

若对的人还没出现，这是因为时审没到。迟来的春天永远是最美的。

请相信我。。。

HI-TECH CHECKUP

hubby and i went for our medical checkups this morning @ the tropicana medical centre. the very first time i saw all sorts of medical equipments and machines, just like those seen in movies, as bombastic as those seen in the terminator. hahaha...
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we were directed for urine and blood test. the blood test was killing us. the 'so-called registered' nurse was worse than any nurses who handled us before, even worse than those paramedics from pathlab. she was so harsh, like nobody business. she worked on my right hand and couldn't withdraw the amount that she wanted. instead of trying on my left hand, she insisted to do it on my right hand. oh gosh... please-lah... my right hand has run out of blood and she still wanted to work on it. i suggested her to withdraw blood from my left hand, i really 'DON'T' mind. another 10cc gone... now both my hands were injured!!!
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if i'm not mistaken, there were only 4 appointments today and i'd say the service was quite efficient. after a little while, we were directed for x-ray, bone & body structure scanning and ultrasound. the most impressive machine that they used on us was this machine to scan our body structure and composition. we were 'tied' to the machine and pressured, ooh... it heard like so 'SM'. hahaha... the concept is just like measuring the blood pressure. don't get me wrong... : )
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the whole process took about 3 hours. very tiring... gotta sleep earlier tonight... tomorrow back to work... ish ish ish... : (

龙 & Kelly - VISIT MALAYSIA 2011

REDANG ISLAND - LAGUNA RESORT

I'M BACK

arrived at KL this morning @ around 2.00am, took a quick shower and immediately jumped into bed for a good night sleep.

woke up @ 10.10am, the scenery wasn't as the last 4 days. walked to the living hall, then only i realised that the 4D-3N Phuket vacation had ended.

不相信, 还需相信... ringing tones, sound pollution from nearby renovation areas, tv channels and programmes, houses and cars, reminding me that i'm now in KL, i'm back to face the reality...

have taken some photos but i have not downloaded the software to process the photos. please wait for them as i, myself, am not sure when to get it downloaded. hahaha~~~ i'm lazy, whatever...

it's true that i had a wonderful farewell dinner @ my parents' home with JC & his family. mum wasn't too well to cook, thanks to my 表嫂 who helped with the cooking. yummy~~~ we enjoyed the dinner very much.

JC - wish you all the best. 加油! 加油! 加油! awaiting for you to come back to m'sia next year. sorry that i can't make it to taiwan in 2011. we are planning for somewhere else... hehehe...

will be going out for a gathering lunch with beng and vee in pandan indah. kiat can't make it, she's in cameron highlands now. for so long i didn't get a chance to meet beng and vee. miss you, gals...

my eyelids are saying bye to internet. i'm so tired...

I AM WAITING PATIENTLY

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i am waiting patiently for dinner @ 7.00pm @ my parents' place. a time to meet up with Jenny, JC & his complicated gf, Wendy & of course both my parents. i really miss my mum's cooking - fried meehoon & chicken porridge for dinner and the promised grilled chicken wings, cola & roasted pork. yummy...

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i am waiting patiently for 饮茶 tonight. have missed the chance on friday, hope to catch up with Beng & James. although it is not confirmed yet, i am positive over it!

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i am waiting patiently for monday to come. gonna spend my lunch time in KLCC, to check out some items in our shopping lists - a top from Seed in Carmen's list and a nice dress that i saw yesterday. gonna try out KFC's snack pack, heard it tastes good... gonna rush back home to take our luggage & passports and head to Sg Long to meet up with Kiat & Daryl for dinner.

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i am waiting patiently for the National Day. not because of the celebration but it's time for our long planned vacation to Phuket. leaving for Phuket @ 12.00pm, yeah!

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i am waiting patiently for the end of the vacation. there'll be a nice dinner awaiting us - a farewell dinner @ my parents' place, made specially for JC. after the wonderful dinner, we will be going for our first thorough medical checkup in tropicana medical centre. on top of that, we are going to break the news to those who have not got to know the good news yet. then we will have no secret to keep... 舒服多了...!

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i am waiting patiently for the karaoke session, i wanna do some shout outs!!!

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but now... i have to wait patiently for my hubby to be back from work and send me out of here to start the excitements!

TOO LITTLE EFFORT

i remember that i wrote something about my job - that i left PRU. but i think i have omitted to write where i will be after that. well...

something to celebrate, i guess - that i have finally moved on, from my comfort zone of +/- 4 years to a familiar place yet a place that has gone through drastic changes in the past 1 year.

here i am now, back to the company i worked before PRU - Allianz Life. things have changed, some are staying bad as it was, some have turned better and some have gone worse. it's normal, i guess...

good to mention that i have a very accommodating boss who understands me at all times. current working environment is no longer like previous, full of coaching and learning culture and respect for others. erm... it's totally 100% the opposite way. everything is a big NO NO, not thinking a way to make things better. instead, to reject upfront and straightaway. the mentality is like 'no do, no wrong'.

requesting for IT support is the most difficult. the process is just like a desperate, hungry beggar begs for a piece of rotten bread! forever not committed, forever not productive, forever data not accurate! i just can't understand the difficulty to confirm when the request can be completed. to me, it's like a never ending wait, just like awaiting for a dead person to rise again - without knowing who the hell to create the chemical to rise the dead and when the hell the chemical can be invented. gosh... can you imagine that...???!!!

there's nothing i could do to change the bad situation and please don't tell me to at least try to change the culture by bringing over the good things that PRU practises. it's either i change myself to be as bad as the culture, let's see who is more nasty, the culture wins, for sure; or i quit!

i must at the same time blame myself for not being independent enough to handle my JDs and KPIs. too bad too sad to admit my stupidity for not able to know what the hell is happening from head to toe to the reports that i'm currently doing. the last person who did the reports told me that she was doing what the last last person told her to do without knowing the exact reason behind all the things that she did.

reminder to myself - switch on the positive ion charger, turn on the turbo engine, step on the petal and move on with power, fight to the level best!

正能量, 充满我吧!

INCEPTION

A psychological sci-fi action film about a thief who possesses the power to enter into the dreams of others. Dom Cobb (Leonardo DiCaprio) doesn't steal things, he steals ideas. By projecting himself deep into the subconscious of his targets, he can glean information that even the best computer hackers can't get to.

In the world of corporate espionage, Cobb is the ultimate weapon. But even weapons have their weakness, and when Cobb loses everything, he's forced to embark on one final mission in a desperate quest for redemption.

This time, Cobb won't be harvesting an idea, but sowing one. Should he and his team of specialists succeed, they will have discovered a new frontier in the art of psychic espionage.

They've planned everything to perfection, and they have all the tools to get the job done. Their mission is complicated, however, by the sudden appearance of a malevolent foe that seems to know exactly what they're up to, and precisely how to stop them.

*Synopsis written by Jason Buchanan, Rovi*


i thought i'd fall asleep but surprisingly, it kept me interested in and i was awake the whole movie. the story and its flow are nicely planned, there's no scene to be missed.

of course the most interesting part will be the final mission - they got into 5 layers of dreams. fantastic! each layer was clearly defined without creating confusion to audience (especially a blur audience like me. hehehe...).

a very important cast that i need to mention - ellen page (ariadne)! she's good, from the movie Juno to Inception. pay a little bit more attention on this talented upcoming movie star!

勇敢地爱...

想起当初的我, 爱得如此光烈, 勇敢, 无惧...

现在的我, 竟然爱得如此平淡, 小心, 恐惧...

坚持下去

永不放弃, 坚持自己的信念, 这就对了!

THE SORCERER'S APPRENTICE

Balthazar Blake (Nicolas Cage) is a master sorcerer in modern-day Manhattan trying to defend the city from his arch-nemesis, Maxim Horvath (Alfred Molina). Balthazar can't do it alone, so he recruits Dave Stutler (Jay Baruchel), a seemingly average guy who demonstrates hidden potential, as his reluctant protege. The sorcerer gives his unwilling accomplice a crash course in the art and science of magic, and these unlikely partners will work together to stop the forces of darkness.
*Source from TGV.com.my*

we (my colleagues and i) didn't know what the show was all about. we thought it were just another magical-warrior fight-something like the inkheart back in the generation of the king david.

when i got to know that Balthazar Blake had actually searched for the merlin apprentice for centuries, i was like - how come he is still alive? shouldn't he be dead after centuries? oh, i was reminded that this is a movie which is full of magic. okay...

in just some blinks away, the screen had brought us to the new york city, centuries after the incident. erm... time really flew... again, i was reminded that this is a movie which is full of magic. okay...

in another second, the screen brought us to 10 years later, where suddenly Dave Stutler became a 19 year-old teenager, who looked cuter when he was 9 years old. oh gosh... please bring me back to 10 years before. hahaha...

as predicted, he was the apprentice who Balthazar Blake had searched for centuries. after some trainings and classes by the master, he had gained and learned all the 'magic tricks' and fought against the black magic and succeeded.

the most 假 thing about this movie is... when he fought against the black magic (it was like 唔空 with his 龟波气功). another 假 thing is when he saved Balthazar Blake from death. i think it'd be better if it's an anti-climax. no choice... this is a disneyland movie, full of magic...

conclusion, this is a magical-romantic-comedy. go watch...

A LONG SATURDAY

have gone back to my mum's place since yesterday. well, my mum's place is a very traditional chinese home, with minimum entertainment 'appliances' - tv & astro (dynasty package), 100 plus & ribena, cream cracker & 'heong peah', orange & apple... boring...

woke up at 8.30am, didn't go to the wet market with my mum, i was just too tired and lazy. actually the main reason was i got what i wanted for breakfast. curry chicken in pau from lady sharon yesterday (thank you, sharon). hehehe...

no choice but to watch tv programmes, not interesting at all, except watching super old drama series, starring stephen chow.

breakfast, watched tv programmes, bathed, nothing more to do. the best damn thing happened - it's now raining!!! no astro, no tv programmes. s**t!!!

try to take a nap - failed.
try switching on tv & astro - failed!

luckily, i still have wendy's laptop broadband with me while enjoying a bowl of homemade porridge. nice...

waiting for a delicious dinner tonight, celebrating mum's 71st birthday. at first, we were planning for a buffet dinner at saisaki but unfortunately, cassey was down with dengue fever early this week, so gotta change it to a chinese dinner nearby my mum's place. after a long saturday at home, whatsoever-lah... i just wanna get out from the house for a walk & nice dinner.

one of the longest saturday at a traditional chinese home.

MY BAG HAS GONE K.O.

i wish i could have this...

PRADA, i'm a slave to you...

: )

MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED

所有的努力, 只换来一句 - i will try my best.

但是, 我已经很满足了!

谢谢您, 老公.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 老公

i don't want diamond rings, i just want a prada. because i'm a devil!

happy birthday. may all your dreams come true.

wishing you the best of health & wealth.

是我变了吗?

最初, 爱上你, 因... 喜欢你是你.
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后来, 有一点顶不顺你.
但, 当我想起最初的你, 这就是原来的你.
改变你, 不是没了原本的你吗?
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现在, 很抱歉, 我想改变你.
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我想... 也许... 是我的问题, 是我变了...
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两年的二人世界, 我真的过得很快乐.
在这两年内, 你计划了很多东西.
我很开心你有把我放在你的每一个计划里面.
可惜的是... 我并不在策划当中.
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我想享受的是两人在策划当中的过程, 分享, 交流, 包容和意见.
其实我一点都不在意什么效果或后果, 只要是我们的选择, 我们同意的决定, 不是行了吗?
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我很想让你明白...
1. 家庭已成为我生命中最重要的精神支取, 快乐来源.
2. 我想要一个完整, 快乐, 有欢笑的家.
3. 家中成员必须要保持良好的关系, 有效地沟通.
4. 原谅别人的错失会带给你一种无止境的快乐.
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别再过着独行侠的生活, 好吗?

失去信心 = 失去一切

something to share...

it's about a girl in the department that i'm working in - she's a newbie in insurance/financial field, young age - about 23 - 25, eldest in her family but she doesn't look like the eldest as she is an extremely soft spoken person, a very innocent and decent kinda girl.

lately there are some problems with the work that she's dealing with. no one to blame, the job itself is a poo, full of toxins. no one would ever like to have this item in his/her KPI/JD.

well, well, well... so bad too sad, she's the cleaner. errors after errors occur in the same file. i could feel that she overly pressurised herself to get things out, done accurately. she's pretty fast, i'd say. we learn vlookup & pivot together and i admit she does much better than i do. but just don't know why... she is in her lowest self esteem, i think much like guilt within herself, for making things even worse.

i have been there before and i still remember clearly how i felt at that point of time. guilt for not able to bring things up nicely, dissatisfied over myself for not able to work harder, couldn't sleep well at nights, couldn't stop the work from haunting me, in the end... i collapsed and cried terribly, i resigned, i surrendered...

things have changed, i have changed. i wished i could be a lil braver to face all obstacles. 4 years down the road, i have found the key to courage. work in good control, work in organised ways, work with the fullest commitment, work with the heartiest attitude, work with positivity.

girl, don't give up. we are here for you.

TOGETHER we work things out, we are a team!

经典!!! 世纪之歌!!!

2010 PRADA COLLECTION - 我为它疯狂!!!

Prince Hoe - Can I have this as the reward?

白痴-lization

i'm hired to de-白痴-lize the 白痴-lization.

i'm now wondering if i could still score for my KPIs as i, myself have been di-白痴-lized.

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OMG, SOS!!!

救命啊!!!

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this time really DNS-loh... :pp

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