IT MARKS THE END OF 2010

it is now 2011. hope that it will be a great year ahead.

there are so much to do this year and i have got the first done - tongue piercing!

THE FIRST IN 7 MONTHS

i joined the company on 24 may and it's now the 7th month. the newly join boss makes me stayed for the very first time in this 7 months. i'm glad that i've been assigned with new tasks but at the same time she delays my party time!!!

today is a day for party @ KL Tower with my bunch of good friends and new friends. cilaka...!!!

back to the newly join boss. she's a woman, in her 40s, not slim and not too fat, not tall but not too short, single and living with her mum and sis, not sure if she's still available, aggressive and the worst of all, she has been staying for OT from day 1 and asking for hundreds and thousands types of reports!!! guess how good the fortune that's awaiting for me in 2011??!! may god bless me...

2011 is coming and i want to be in the positive mood. yeah!!!

JUSTIN BIEBER

who the hell is this JB? he is like everywhere around the town and everybody is like listening to his songs 24-7-365! for sure he's another teenage idol with one hit and disappears after all.

i am so sick hearing the town plays his 'Baby' and 'Eenie Meenie' all the time. Wherever i go, there's JB around. oh come on... he's not a big deal... what's so great about him till my hubby said that all aunties in his office are listening to him, playing his song aloud on radio, dance to his songs and stuff like that... gosh... 我接受唔到啰... until... one fine day...

i got to listen to his latest single at that point of time - U Smile. hmm... not bad, who's the singer, by the way? when the DJ announced that the song is by JB, i was so surprised. hey... not bad, this little 16 year old kiddo. then i started listening to his songs, one by one... slowly evaluating them one by one... hey... really good...

the latest hit in town - Pray by JB touches my heart. i first got to know this song from TV, from the American Music Award (AMA), he sang this song in piano version with a group of worship leaders. hey... the best from him so far...

worth a try listening to his songs. here you go...

Ohh Ohh Ohh... and I pray…

I just can’t sleep tonight. Knowing that things ain’t right.

It’s in the papers, It’s on the tv, It’s everywhere that I go.

Children are crying, Soldiers are dying, Some people don't have a home.

But I know there's sunshine behind that rain.

I know there's good times behind that pain, hey…

Can you tell me how I can make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day.

I close my eyes and pray…

I close my eyes and I can see a better day.

I close my eyes and pray…

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight.

And when I sit up, cause my dinner is still on my plate.

Ooo I got a vision, to make a difference. And it’s starting today.

Cause I know there's sunshine behind that rain.

I know there's good times behind that pain, hey…

Haven’t tell me how I can make a change.

For the broken-hearted, I pray for the life not started.

I pray for all the ones not breathing, I pray for all the souls in need, I pray.

Can you give’em one today.

I just can’t sleep tonight.

Can someone tell how to make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day.

I close my eyes and pray…

I close my eyes and I can see a better day.

I close my eyes and I pray…

I pray... I close my eyes and pray...

KURNIA BY MIZZ NINA (FEATURING NOR HUJAN)

Dengarkanlah lagu dulu Tinggalkanmu itu menunggu

Jangan biarkan hati Dikunci oleh rasa benci

Resah yang tiada henti Bila kau melangkah pergi

Apakah yang harus ku lakukan ‘Tuk merubah hatimu

Kurnia bagaikan khayalan Takkan ku lepas walaupun apa yang mendatang

Kurnia bagaikan khayalan Ku takkan lepas walau hanya khayalan

Senyumanmu igauanku Tiada yang setandingmu

Suara yang bermain Memanggil-manggil namaku

Resah yang tiada henti Bila kau melangkah pergi

Apakah yang harus ku lakukan Untuk merubah hatimu

Pintaku cuma jangan pergi Tak bisa berasingan jauh oh darimu

Bilakah oh nanti akan pergi Berlari biarkan pergi

Buat selamanya biar kita berdua disinari

Oh mentari oh mentari

EARLY SALARY SAVES ME

the month of december is normally my PK month in a year, with x'mas treats - gifts, dinners, celebrations... and not forgetting wedding invitations (people just like to have their weddings during end of the year).

this december is a superb PK month for me, with house warming parties, SIL's big birthday celebration, x'mas treats and a wedding dinner to attend.

i was waiting for HR announcement on early releases for salary and festive eves. yahoo!!! at last, got to see the circular yesterday - early release of salary on 17 dec, 1/2 day off on 24 and 31 dec! so excited!!!

praying to God is hope and faith, for God to answer prayers is the fruit of the hope and faith.

friends, please continue to pray...

DINNERS OF THE WEEK

Sunday - had a nice home cooked dinner @ Daryl&Kiat's place.

Monday - thought of cooking for dinner, luckily ended up at 威茶餐室 @ cheras selatan.

Tuesday - going back to parents' place.

Wednesday - thought of cooking for dinner again but hubby has a dinner appointment after his basketball game. he thought of asking Daryl to have dinner with me, guess what... Daryl is following him to the game! instead of asking him to have dinner with me, now no one left with me. Kiat couldn't make it on that night, so coincidence. hmmm... I think will just 打包 from 双龙茶餐室.

Thursday - going back to in-laws' place.

Friday - this is the day, man... departmental lunch @ saisaki & dinner with ex-colleagues in Pru @ delicious, Marc Residence, Jalan Pinang. no worries...

Saturday - attending Matthew's wedding dinner @ Glenmarie, Shah Alam.

**start planning for the week after**

FAILURE

yesterday was raining so heavily. the heavy jam took us 3 hours to reach sg long. my mission had gone down the drain again. i thought of cooking at home but looking at the time, we decided to have our dinner at the usual place - 双龙茶餐室.

reached home at 9.30pm and i was really exhausted. had a nice hot shower and i swore i wouldn't do a single thing but to watch the last episode of 公主嫁到. done and went to bed at 11.30pm.

it's a rainy day again... it makes me so sleepy. and this makes me think of Starbucks.

I AM STILL TIRED

it has been 10 days after 29th nov. although everything has over, i'm still tired. over exhausted from every day's house chores and the thing that affects me so much, the sleeping and wake up time. i need to adjust my biological clock at least 1 hour earlier than before. i used to sleep at 12.00am and wake up at 7.00am. now i need to sleep at 11.00pm and wake up at 6.00am. just that i can't make myself to sleep at 11.00pm, feel like there are too much of work to be done. and i can't make myself to wake up at 6.00am, feel like the dawn is still a long way to be seen.

what if, if i reach home at 7.30pm tonight, have a nice dinner, shower and sleep, without giving myself a chance to watch TV or even look at strands of hair on the floor and accumulative dust at corners of house? i think i could have a better rest...

let's see...