~~another mad shopping day~~

got a call from beng beng this morning, informing that vee vee is on her way back to kl. yeah... can't wait to see her tonight!!

and 1 surprise from beng beng... she asked me out for shopping at the i-setan. she seldom ask me to go shopping with her. memandangkan impian tak kesampaian yesterday, of course i said yes. i even asked kiat kiat to join us. aiya... me always a devil, asking people to spend money. hehehe... :pp

told hubby that i'll be going shopping after work. biasalah... he won't say cannot and he cannot say so too :p he said he'd sponsor me wo... let's see the items in my shopping list. hmm... i have **counting** erm... *still counting** haa... *almost forget this** aiya... too many, i've lost count!!

honey, please get your wallet ready for the bills :p

a ... beneath the crest of a hill

one last thing mummy ki teaches me before she leaves this office permanently - how to access blogspot from office!! ta-dah... here i am...

**this aunty memang banyak loong lou...**
**thanks to you, mummy ki and ling nee... for providing us the proxy address. i'm wondering how long we can do it. kakaka... me, si mulut celupar!!**

i wanted to go for FJ benjamin warehouse sales at the parkroyal hotel - hsbc credit card holder will get an additional 10% discount. sounds and looks attractive... luckily wendy called and advised me not to go. nothing much there, it seemed. okay... purse selamat!!

BUT...

i'm leaving real soon to head for the biggest, craziest shopping day at the i-setan. wahahaha~~~

mummy ki no longer wears smart casual to work. so she gotta shop for formal attires. i'm just accompanying. chehwa... as if i'm not gonna shop for myself. erm... hopefully not me buying things in the end. kekeke...

gtg now... let me show you my 'jin lei bern' when i reach home at night :pp


**just reached home**

haiya... wrong number!! these women thought that we were heading to pavillion and i thought that we were heading to i-setan. aiyaya... no merk kei... :p

at last we went to pavillion - partially because of the heavy traffic jam towards the klcc area. never mind... who ever cared for the place, anyway. so long there are boutiques for shopping and places for dinner. hehehe...

the christmas decor is a bit weird for the classy pavillion. white christmas - not considered white. gold christmas - not considered gold. i'm not sure of the overall concept. it looks just like the worldwide financial status - miserable. kakaka... :p

just managed to shop a little. had only bought a cardigan from forever 21. thought of buying christmas gifts for my buddies... sigh... tak berjaya. too luxurious and expensive, can't afford to pay :p

dined at dainti hill restaurant. the food wasn't as good as the last i went but the service quality has actually improves. the waiter asked if there a problem with the food as nee nee only touched 1/4 of it, i guess. nowadays, most of the restaurant don't do this, unless those that serve fine dining.

our first desparate housewives' gathering was great. we shopped, we dined, we chatted, we laughed and we shared funny and kik hei experiences with our in-laws. gossip lah tu... kakaka :p

better go to bed now as tomorrow i need to work full day.
what to do tomorrow leh...?

silence is gold or ...?

hubby has gone for his basketball game.
m-i-l and s-i-l have left for ipoh to attend a wedding lunch.
b-i-l feels that it's boring staying at home so he went out.
f-i-l just came back and now heating up food for his dinner.
i've just finished shower and i have nothing to do.

total silence...

hubby managed to pick me up at 6.00pm this evening. but guess what... we were caught in a heavy traffic jam. we reached home at around 8.15pm. omg!! i couldn't believe this. not only hubby was tired, i was tired too, sitting in the car, doing nothing.

really nothing... we even hardly said a word to each other. perhaps both of us were tired... just simply too tired. there remained silent for about 15 minutes, 30 minutes or longer. i couldn't remember...

total silence...

lately, hubby comes back home late at night, almost every night. he has his work and basketball games to attend to. is he having too much things to do or i have nothing to do? i wished i could have so much activities to keep myself busy.

i'm now busy with housework - washing and folding clothes, sweeping the floor, washing dishes and so on... besides blogging and checking mails, i really have nothing to do. hubby actually asks me to look for my own social activities but i just couldn't find any and i'm not interested in anything right now, it seems. shopping? how many days in a week can i go shopping? sports? this new place is just too far for jogging (the only one that i'm interested in, at the moment : p)

i realise that the topics that could keep us talking to each other are getting lesser. yeah... we seldom talk nowadays. it's like... i'm married to his family more than him. really... i see and talk to m-i-l and s-i-l more than him. let me count... i think i see him less than 120 hours since we got married. surprised? yet it's true. i think i should register my amazing true story to ripley's believe it or not?! hahaha... kua jeong!!

the problem is... he does nothing wrong. he has his right to go for basketball games. this is his interest, i truly understand. he needs to work at night sometimes, i truly understand. but would it be better if he could... at least...? aah... i just don't wanna sound it out. he should've know what to do... and this is a problem too... he's kinda mm sing muk.

but when i need to say everything out... this is more like a command. i don't wanna demand for so much. putting things negatively - no demand and hope, there'll be more disappointment, right? if i were to ask for this and that... don't you think this will eventually lead to transforming him to the person that i wanted? he is not him anymore!! i don't wanna be a transformer, anyway. i just hate... erm... what's its name? bumblebee? yucks!!

weekend is coming and he'll be working... although i'll also need to work on saturday, how am i going to spend my sunday? with m-i-l and s-i-l AGAIN? oh no...

beauty chat all day long

finally i can feel the impact of the financial tsunami. have been overloaded since last september and suddenly the world stops where it is. everything moves a little slower than usual and eventually stops...

i was like waiting to go back home from work as early as 10.30am. since i had nothing to do and there was nothing to be done... tunggu apa lagi?? IM all day long with mummy ki.

'mummy ki, i know that you have nothing to do also, right? stop pretending that you are busy and let's chat with me...' hehehe...

**i'm the devil... yeah...**

mummy ki, finally... i found the old packaging of the green make up base that i've been using all this while. with the new and nicer packaging, the price is only up by rm5.00... worthy to buy-lah...

**i'm the devil... yeah...**

mummy ki, since i know your level of laziness to putting on fake eyelashes, i'd recommend you this set of fake eyelashes. the effect is almost the same with the enhancing eyelashes (the bit-by-bit eyelashes that i told you this morning). you can have a try...

wishing you all the best in choosing yourself the most suitable pair of fake eyelashes. remember to get the adhesive ya... remember to buy the applicator too. shu's applicator cost rm150.00 and please don't invest on it first. beat your semangat hangat-hangat tahi ayam before buying real expensive tools. erm.. buy a normal tweezers first.

i'm now scouting for a nice eyeliner. pencil-lah... i'm still a beginner in applying a eyeliner. i'm sure it's gonna be zigzag lines if i use liquid eyeliner. kakaka~~~

feel free to suggest me. thanks in advance...!!

geng! geng!! geng!!!

me, always being a forgetful person, forgot to bring the eye & lip makeup remover to shower. i only realised that when i've finished taking off my clothes. i was so tired and lazy to wear back all my clothes and run up to my room to get it. i decided to finish shower first and cleanse my face after that. biasalah... tips for a lazy person :pp
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because of my laziness, i found a miracle - waterproof mascara from sasa. it is really a super geng waterproof mascara. my skin is super oily at all times and i'm having difficulties in buying eye makeup, such as mascara, eyelash adhesive, eye shadow, eyeliner, booster and so on...

i notice this miracle after i washed my hair... hoo... the mascara was still lying so tidily on my lashes. geng-lah!!!

the effect is so good and i'm wondering how much lead in there. but... who cares?!

olympus mju stylus 1040

wuahahaha... hubby bought me a digicam... yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah~~~

i'm dreaming of having a digicam on my own for 10 thousand years... hubby makes my 1st dream comes true.

thanks, honey. i love you...

let's make our first flash!!

thank you-s

big bIG BIG bIG big
thank you-s

hubby - thank you for taking me as your wife... taking good care of me... telling me jokes when i'm down... singing me rhymes when i'm waking at night... catching and lifting me up when i'm falling... comforting me when i'm uneasy, wiping off my tears when i'm sobbing... trying to buy me almost everything that i want... walking hand in hand with me through the sweet and sour... thank you for everything that you have done, trying to do and will try to do for me. i know your every effort and i really appreciate it. i love you, hubby...

beng, kiat, vee, keon, fai, mok, rainie, junn, june, carmen and b-y - thank you for making my day. all of you are superb jimuis. i have watched everyone of you in act. erm... except fai as she was the one holding the vcam. hahaha...

specially to keon and vee, who made their way home, all the way from aus and sg, beng and kiat, who helped to organize the games at very last minute, rainie for all the bridal tips, junn for skipping lecture. kakaka... and fai for being the vcamer.

wendy and cassey - thank you for your extensive help in doing all the washings and organizations. thanks for the expensive gift during the tea ceremony too.

mum, dad, m-i-l and d-i-l - thank you for all the care from all of you. we are now a small family on our own. we'll take good care of ourselves. thanks for the late nights, early mornings, market days and everything and everything. i love you all always.

specially to m-i-l - i truly thank you for insisting us to have a grand wedding ceremony, which we were so reluctant to accept at first. although we are still not buying YOUR idea 100%, we are glad that the wedding ceremony had actually brought so many reunions of our friends and relatives. i was so happy to see all of us gathered in small groups and chatted like we haven't seen each others for years. although the experience was a tiring and expensive one, it actually worth it.

photographer paul - thank you for the early morning and late night too. thanks for the lenses, snaps and laughter and joy that you brought us. you are really a funny guy. it's happy talking with you as well as working with you. thanks for making me so slim in every photo that you took. the photos are really beautiful. hereby, wishing you all the best for your photography exhibition, which will end this weekend.

telelinkers - thank you for your presence. hope that you have enjoyed the food : )

prubuddies - thank you for rushing back to kl for the wedding lunch. didn't expect my date to clash with the away day. everyone looked fresh, beautiful and handsome on that day. don't worry... eyes, ears, mouths and noses were at places. kakaka...

and sorry baby tiff, i didn't know that the lights would suddenly go off and the music would suddenly blast into air. i didn't mean to make you terrified and cried. let me ban the uncles and aunties who did this... sayang back ya... : )

not sure if i left anyone out from the list. i still wanna sincerely thank every every tiny mini giant biggy. thanks thanks thanks with muacks : )

the most fearful nightmare comes...

m-i-l passed me all hubby's working shirts to me, all ironed and hanged nicely. i'm was so grateful to takeover from her. i really appreciate it till...

her immediate response - this also i need to do for you ar??

i'm thankful for what she does for me. she helps to keep the clothes after the sun, she puts them on my bed, she cooks for me (well... this is definite-lah as she cooks for the whole family) and so etc etc... that i've not seen yet.

my philosophy is an easy one - if you wanna do, just do and don't complain. if you wanna complain, better don't do. she can just tell me to clean up my own shit, i really don't mind ironing hubby's clothes. although i hate ironing clothes, i'll still do it, if she ask me to. i really don't mind. i'm okay with it.

i just can't stand her doing it, complaining about it and yet still doing it. no doubt, her time spent at home is long than mine... there's no way i could do the ironing earlier than her. wanna be a sing muk person also cannot lah... :p

most probably i think you got me well when i insisted to wash my clothes instead of putting them into the washing machine and let her hang my clothes after the washings. i just don't wanna create more bollywood stories :pp

honey, i only serng har jeh... no hard feelings geh... no worries ya... not a problem. maybe i'm not used to the way she speaks. i hear the same way when she talks to your dad or probably everyone than me in the family. maybe the problem is with me instead : )

i'm okay now, after listening to...

because of you by 98 degrees

you're my sunshine after the rain

you're the cure against my fear and my pain

'cause i'm losing my mind when you're not around

it's all... it's all because of you

baby, i really know by now

since we met that day

you showed me the way

i felt it then you gave me love, I can't describe

how much i feel for you

i said baby i should have known by now

should have been right there whenever you gave me love

and if only you were here

i'd tell you, yes.. i'd tell you

honestly could it be you and me

like it was before neither less or more

'cause when I close my eyes at night

i realize that no one else

could ever take your place

i still can feel and it's so unreal

when you're touching me, kisses endlessly

it's just a place in the sun where our love's begun

i miss you, yes... i miss you baby, oh yeah

if i knew how to tell you what's on my mind... make you understand

that i'd always be there right by your side... : )

what happened to me?!

woke up late this morning... of course, left the house later than usual. of course, jammed more teruk than usual... luckily still reaching office on time.

had a terrible breakfast - yesterday leftover fried rice. wow... the most awful thing that i've ever put into my mouth. yucks...!!

wrongly pressed nescafe from the vending machine. supposedly i should get myself a cup of cappuccino but the half blinded me, buta-buta pressed nescafe. sigh... no mood liao.

i thought my lunch would be wonderful one, ngoi serm faan hap. i ding-ed 2 minutes as usual, bloody hell... don't know what happened to the microwave. not warm enough lah!! i also malas to re-ding again. don't care lah... just eat!!

the OV system was down for the whole day. aiya... wanna process cases also like kik har kik har... gik sei ngor lah!!

my blood was boiling to 100 degrees celcius. don't care lah... i decided to go back sharp 5.15pm today. the evening traffic was a little better than the morning. the biggest compliment for the day... at least there was something good left for me : )

just a while before this only i realised that today is my facial mask and laundry day. aiya... miscounted the day lah... should not programmed these 2 activities on the same day.

i'm now tired like hell... like a redundant child, staring faraway by the roadside. not knowing where to head to... how would tomorrow be, helplessly, waiting for the sun to rise to start the day and the moonlight to end it. erm... why a redundant child? simply and simple - my arms and legs are dead now. i can't even lift them up :pp

kiat, daryl, hubby and i were discussing on our koh samui trip next year and we all feel that the trip is a little too expensive for us. since daryl is now so free in the office, we have appointed him to be the researcher - see see look look surf surf on net to scout for cheaper flight and hotel rates. we are now desperately looking forward / waiting for fireflyz flight schedule as it is the only one that has direct flight to koh samui and the most important is... it'll be cheaper than bangkok air. hell man... it is charging at rm800++ from kl-bangkok-kl. who the hell in this world would fly us to koh samui then??

my laptop and japan trip have stepped a little further from me now... please don't leave me... : ~

a song to share with you, my dearest

heard this while on my way back home today. it was so jammed and i was so frustrated and... this song calmed me down...

hubby, i know you gotta work till late night today. hoping that this song too calms you down whenever you feel frustrated and may it brighten up your tiring day, a little...

lucky by jason mraz feat. colbie caillat

do you hear me

i'm talking to you

across the water across the deep blue ocean

under the open sky... oh my... baby... i'm trying...

boy... i hear you in my dreams

i feel your whisper across the sea

i keep you with me in my heart

you make it easier when life gets hard

i'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend

lucky to have been where i have been

lucky to be coming home again

ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

they don't know how long it takes

waiting for a love like this

every time we say goodbye

i wish we had one more kiss

i'll wait for you, i promise you, i will

i'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend

lucky to have been where have been

lucky to be coming home again

lucky we're in love every way

lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

lucky to be coming home someday

and so i'm sailing through the sea

to an island where we'll meet

you'll hear the music fill the air

i'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees

move so pretty you're all i see

as the world keeps spinning round

you hold me right here right now

i'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend

lucky to have been where i have been

lucky to be coming home again

i'm lucky we're in love every way

lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

lucky to be coming home someday

ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

m-i-l is stoned :pp

before i went into shower this evening, i was stopped by m-i-l with her unexpected question.

m-i-l : what are you having in your basin? do you need all of them in the shower?
pat : yeah... i need them all. i'm kinda troublesome.
m-i-l : i also realise that you spend almost an hour in shower. what are you doing in there?
pat : **whatheheck is this question??** haa... shower loh... what else i can do in there?
m-i-l : need so long meh?
pat : need ar... first, eye and lip makeup remover. second, makeup remover. third, hair shampoo. fourth, hair conditioner / treatment. fifth, body scrub. sixth, body shampoo. seventh, facial cleanser. eighth, contact lens. ninth, towel dry hair and body. tenth, clothes. that's all only ma... you not like that ge meh?
m-i-l : you are so troublesome lah...
pat : not really lah. today is not my facial mask day. if not, lagi panjang cerita.
m-i-l : **pengsan**
pat : **hahaha~~~ lol**

surprisingly, m-i-l asked if i wanna bring lunchbox to work tomorrow. at last she asks...!! of course!! i'm too lazy to walk to pr / imbi for lunch. lunch out for some days now and i've already fed up of that. walking out from the office is like going for sunbathing :pp

second surprise of the day - f-i-l kept a chicken drumstick for me for my dinner. normally he'll be the first who takes that part. didn't expect he kept his favourite for me. old people really shy to show off their love and care. haiyah... this is so precious... why shy shy wo...??
**ngerm song lah... me :pp**

went up to my room after dinner to settle all the clothes that are lying dead on my bed. i switched on the table lamp instead of the ceiling one. konon... wanna save electricity. kakaka... actually i'm lazy to switch on the ceiling lamp... the table lamp is nearer to me :pp

there i realised that the table lamp is a very important thing in my room. the feel has suddenly changed into sentimental, it was so romantic and comfortable. and i ter-zzz...

sHiT!!! WaKe Up!!! i cannot stay in this way anymore. for sure i'll sleep at 8.00pm. i must find something to do. haa... i've found that something to do - upload all my photos to my picasaweb album.

followers - you have new photos to browse through...

new chapter in life

i find it's quite hard living with the new family. not because of their behaviours but the living habits. hmm... i still believe we can eventually live together, happily. all i need to do now is to observe and pick up their living habits fastest possible.

so far i've found some differences between the old and new home. hmm... let's list'em out:

**old
1. we sweep floor using broom.
2. we wash clothes using washing powder.
3. we drink diamond water.
4. we drink using cups/mugs.
5. we put everything for shower in the bathroom.
6. i need not wash clothes and sweep floor (and i hate doing these two particular housework)
7. i only have to drive 12km to-flow from home to office.

**new
1. there's no broom, man!! we use magic clean.
2. there's no washing powder, man!! we use dynamo ONLY!! wondering if the clothes are clean enough.
3. we drink e-spring water.
4. don't know what kinda home is this - no cups/mugs for water. we use water tumblers.
5. there's no enough space for me to put my everything in the bathroom. i put my everything in my room and bring them the to the bathroom in a basin. it's just exactly like the people washing clothes by the river. yes, the ones we watch in tv drama.
6. i need to wash clothes and sweep floor now (argh... i hate it... i hate it... :pp)
7. i have to drive 20++km to-flow from home to office. luckily the fuel price has gone down : )

m-i-l actually asks me to just dump my clothes into the machine but i insist to wash them by myself. i wanna minimise her help... if possible, to zero. i just too afraid that she may take this as a topic when we fight things over in the future. not being negative but i'm accepting the fact that no matter how well we can get along, there'll still be things that we may not agree to as we are different people altogether. i hate seeing this happens. NO NO NO... i'll try not to let it happen and that's why i insist to do all my things by myself.

there was a day in last week, couldn't remember which day, that i caused the toilet in flood. i didn't know that the flush is spoiled, i didn't press it back to its original place when i flushed. f-i-l called me out loudly and i was shocked to see the flooded toilet. oh f**k!! and now i need to clean up the mess!! what a bad day... not only the toilet was spoiled, my mood too... : (

this time sei loh... expected m-i-l to nag and scold. who knew that f-i-l didn't tell her what had happened just now. phew... luckily... oh, thanks to f-i-l... **wiping my cold sweat away**

read through a write up from the chinapress - family lifestyle on... erm... i'd call him a celebrity - Ho B from TVBHK, on his marriage life and living perspective. i find it interesting and there are some useful tips, that suddenly open up my mind:

1. tolerate, learn from, accept and adapt our differences instead of bersabar. how long we can stand each other without accepting our differences in every aspect? this is true, very true.

2. learn to report to each other in the sense of respect and care and not to control each other. telling where i go, who i go out with and what i've done in a day is not something hard to do. this is a kinda sharing and care, i'd say. at least hubby knows what i've been up to and how my day has gone. at the same time, i'd like to know how his too.

i will stick this up on wall and share the tips with hubby : )

pre - on - post

it's too sad that my countdown broke in between. it's all my fault for not holding on for these 3 important days. *blaming myself... blaming myself**

let me see if i still remember what had happened in these 3 days. frankly speaking, i don't remember much. they were simply too fantasy, too excited, too happy and yet too fast... and i'm having problems capturing and remembering the moments.

pre - 7 november 2008

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wake up quite early, preparing myself to drive mum to the market and to k avenue for my nail job. i thought of trying out the new OPI nail colour but ended up still in the colour that auntie sharon suggested - hawaiian. it is still the best colour - thanks, auntie sharon!!

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today is another warm... NO!!! it's HOT. can't help with the sweat on my whole body. there i realise i haven't buy ice cubes. luckily hubby is here, helps me to bring over a big plastic container and packs of ice cube. yeah... we still meeting each other today. mum even asks him to stay back for the catering later. who say we are not suppose to meet each other today? even mum is not practising all this pantang-larang.

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this is my first time seeing so many people gather in my house. i don't even know some, erm... most of them. i think mum invited 2 from each family but ended up the whole family comes. hahaha... i expected this actually. it's really hard to control the crowd.

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congrats here and there, thank you here and there. wedding photos being passed here and there. guests busy picking photos. explain so many times on where i took my wedding photo, why i just wore a piece of gown for the shooting, why i chose that album skin... so many questions to answer. this isn't a quiz, i guess :pp

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buddies come at around 8.00pm. all we do is eat eat eat, chat chat chat, laugh laugh laugh. especially when mok mok reaches, the more we chat and laugh. it really looks like a reunion. but kesian adam... he doesn't know what we are talking about, at all!! let keon translates them all to you but later-lah. don't kacau us chatting. hahaha...

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tired tired tired... luckily i have cassey and look wee to help with the washing, wendy, jen and june to help with the cleaning and tidying up and mum to help with the tabao. biasalah... before makan-makan, we afraid food is not enough. after makan-makan, we need to force guests to tabao the leftover. hahaha...

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dumplings time!! yum yum... i get to eat 2 times this year. the party ends at around 2.00am.

on - 8 november 2008

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haiyo... need to wake up at 6.00am. 30 minutes more lah... after negotiating with mum, wake up at 6.30am. shower and omg... may is here. wait wait wait, i'm almost done!!

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mum gets a bowl of noodle ready for me. rush the whole bowl in and immediately we start the makeup session. luckily may is so experienced... she is fast in whatever she does. hehehe...

paul is here as well... he starts off with his snapshots on my bridal gown and pumps. sorry-lah, paul... i talk to you later ya.

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hairdo and final touch up - done! i look fantastic, man. for the first time ever i look so beautiful. i was amazed that makeup makes wonders. *happy happy*

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9.00am already - shit!! where's mum? she suppose to put on my headpiece by now. i'm waiting, dad is waiting, paul is waiting with his cam, may is waiting with some hairpins in hand. where is she??! aiya... she goes to a neighbour's house for chat. wtf!!! mum~~~ please come back. i need you now...

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*123... cheese... snap snap* done!!

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'nah... remember to treat your in-laws good, don't quarrel with them, need to be more tolerant and patient, no more like in mum's house - sit, sleep, lay down as you like, must greet them every morning, must always put a smile on your face... blah blah blah. may all of you be harmony'.

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oh gosh... today is not a crying day. we are not suppose to cry today. don't make my mascara drops, mum. **deep breath... deep breath**

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'yes, mum. i got it. don't cry... i'm not going anywhere and i'll be back home always. this is always my home sweet home. i love you'.

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here they come... play games and i see my hubby~~!!

prayers prayers... tea ceremony...

ang pow ang pow... jewelry jewelry...

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why so quiet geh? so much time in between... everyone is so tired, the weather is so hot... everyone is waiting for the time to leave.

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clock strikes 12.00pm sharp... we leave the house and here we drive to the new home.

yoh... need to wait again... kik sei... why suddenly the time passes so slow? almost fall asleep in the car...

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after stepping into the house... haiya... prayers and tea ceremony again. how long do i need to stand ar...? my feet are so painful, the shoes are so uncomfortable, i'm so headache. blame it on the weather.

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the afternoon ends at 3.00pm. i'm damn f**king tired, man!! god, please help me... i can't even open my eyes.

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haa... don't know why this round the time passes so fast. zoop... 7.00pm already. guests are entering the compound and catering starts soonafter.

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the happiest moment is when telelinkers arrive. i haven't seen them for so long... as usual, all the fai chais with the fai chais' jokes. hahaha... so happy... they are always entertaining and blow away my blues. all my tiredness gone faraway once i see them. especially when i see kok loon, lionel and alex foo. they are really great jokers!!

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don't eat much tonight. no appetite... treat the night as a slimming treatment-lah... kekeke... :p

post - 9 november 2008

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another waking up early day. why so torturing leh... me cannot tahan liao. mau matilah... hari hari pukul 6.00am. wan ngo meh...? ding mm pou loh... :pp

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hmm... i decided to wear the gold colour cheongsam that i bought from classic chinatown. i dare not to wear the evening gown by the bridal house. i look fat in that... moreover, it's in blue colour, not really into blue. i think m-i-l also not really into that gown. if not, she wouldn't have let me stick to my plan. you know her-lah har... :pp

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waiting for may to come, luckily she gets the way to my new house. start work... today we pick an oriental makeover and i'm still looking good in this. hahaha... sendiri puji sendiri. kekeke...

but may is really good... my dearest ji muis - if anyone of you wanna look for a makeup artiste, can consider her oh... anyone interested may get her contact from me. wei wei wei... no advertising fee gah... i'm sincere to recommend her to all of you :pp

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holys**t... now only i know that the table arrangement has changed and i need to amend my guest seating arrangement. buy guess what... we are already late to the restaurant, some of the guests are already there and yet my dearest hubby forgets to bring my guest list to the restaurant. i have no ideas where my friends and colleagues are going to sit.

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'merng zherng sei ngo lah... cheah tai hoe... you gao dim this shit!!'

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my feet are starting to aching again. damn it, zang!! paid so much yet still aching. my goodness...

cheng cheng cheng... marching in and food presentation... cake cutting, toasting... yam seng all the way. it is really a typical chinese wedding lunch.

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can see that my f-i-l is very, extremely happy today. he smiles and drinks a lot : )

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so sad that vee vee-wah wah have to leave early as they need to catch the bus back sg. bye bye-lah buddies... i see you when you back... don't know when... for sure, i'll miss you. love ya : )

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need to apologize to all friends and colleagues - i'm sorry for not able to stop by for a chat and photos. i have not got the chance to say bye to some of you. next time bou faan sou ar... hehehe :pp

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at last... everything ends today. yeah yeah yeah...

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karaoke session!!! it's my turn to enjoy to the max!! so long i haven't been to karaoke with buddies. get to know a new friend today, also named ivan. but we force him to get a new name - eng. kakaka... tonight i really enjoy the karaoke - at least it helps release tonnes of stress and tiredness.

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phew... glad that everything is over now.

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oosh... a tough beginning is starting...

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**video clips and photos are on the way. be patient**

2 days to go

after fetching keon keon and adam, we went out for drinks. hahaha... adam needed alcohol!!

biasalah... we, with our 'fai chai' jokes, burst out laughing the whole night :0

another round to klia, luckily not me this round. i was just responsible to book a table for dinner. hehehe...

i'm so full now. had a satisfying dinner at pavillion tony roma's. had beef ribs, rosemary chicken, baked potato soup, bread and tony's sampler. full full full... can't breathe now...

sharis is still like the last time i saw her. she looks a little tired, perhaps just touched down and needed to head for dinner straightaway.

quite tired today. not feel like writing a lot.

zzzzz.....zzzzz.....

3 days to go

my complain is working. hubby is kinda like treating me better : )

normally he will not willing to be with my parents as he thinks they are too troublesome and always being naggers. yes, they are, no doubt... so i can understand why he reacts that way. promised to give him a wake up call at 10.00am but i called him as early as 9.00am. wanted his help me to drive us around for a furniture shop. mum wants to buy a new dining table set to replace the whole set of sofa at home. kinda shock when she told me that she wanna dump the set of sofa. they are always her sweetheart.

he woke up willing and drove us around willingly. a good day for all of us - we managed to buy our desired dining table set at the first spot, with a reasonable price. the sales person could arrange for an immediate delivery. hubby was in his good mood. happily we sent them back home for some cleaning up before welcoming the new dining table set.

the happiest of all - mum pays all!! hahaha... :0

waiting for beng beng to come pick me up to the airport. we'll be fetching keon keon and adam later at 9.00pm. i'm so excited, so so so... happy. i think i'd be in tears of excitement when i see them later. never thought they could make it back home for my wedding. i know that they have something else to settle here but i'm still happy that they arrange it at this time. keon keon... i love you!!

*** waiting happily ***

i'm now at beng beng's house. haiya... this keon keon ar... flight arrival at 8.40pm but told us 8.15pm. luckily beng beng checks the flight arrival on internet. if not... we gonna be spiderwomen. hahaha...

4 days to go

i'm moving forward to a new beginning. i want a better life ahead and i started with a new blog layout. thanks to wendy in helping me choosing the new template, colours and fonts.

does it look like a happy wonderland now? this is where i'm heading to... a pinkish, bright and happy scenery. hmm... so innocence and romantic... : )

i feel that hubby is not treating me as good as last time. i truly understand that a relationship may not maintained at a same level as it grows. the longer the relationship goes, the looser it'd be, a person may not always be doing his 101%. i understand, i understand...

love shouldn't be calculated, it's shouldn't be in the mathematics, hypothesis or physics syllabus. instead it should be unconditional. but... if really wanna make it into the mathematics, mine is like dropping to 80% and has never rose sinceafter. i can feel it dropping...

hmm... perhaps i think too much, especially at this critical point of time. will always think what would happen if we quarrel, if we fight, if we have something important to decide but we can't reach an agreement and lots more... i really think too much.

have immediately shared this with hubby but he didn't react much. i just simply said... actually didn't expect him to give feedback. hmm... don't know what i'm thinking and what i want. wanted to share this with him, hoped that he would treat me better but didn't wanna tell him straight. telling him to do this and that for me makes me feel that the things that he does are actually on my commands and not sincere at all!!

I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. but... he is kinda 'mm sing muk'... makes me mad!!!

collected my photo album and gowns this afternoon. phew... at last... : )

all my dearie friends - please be patient ya. photos are waiting for you guys to choose : )

5 days to go

everyone that i know seems awaiting for my photo album. at last, today is the day for picking up. yeah yeah!!! but... waitaminute...

deow deow deow deow... it's closed today. aiya... sia-sia we went there.

thought of going to sunway pyramid but later changed my mind to mid valley. just because of the hot hot hotaweather and the failed mission, i changed my mind again. out of frustration, my choice was to stay at home : (

watched a movie at hubby's house - the movie was about gigolos being killed by a mysterious killer. it was so funny and 18sx. there were some striping scenes but i didn't feel that they were sexy as the humours covered all. perhaps hubby purposely switch on the movie and wanted to make it a hot & sexy afternoon for both of us but... sorry-lah... i ruined it. it was really funny. hahaha... couldn't help burst out laughing... lol...

hmm... yesterday daryl asked me if i still need anything for my new room. yeah yeah yeah... i still need a 42 inches plasma tv & ps3. as for myself, i want a prada, ferragamo, burberry and so on... straightaway he turned his back to me... 'f**k'!!! hahaha...

6 days to go

had a lunch meeting with kiat and beng, discussing the games for my wedding day. we couldn't think of many. in the end, we came up with only 6 simple games, just to add on some excitements to the day. we didn't thought of those games that mean harms and tortures to them. just simply for some fun and laughters.

'honey, need not to worry. for sure, i'll protect you. hehehe...'

did some shopping after the discussion. bought a bottle of brush cleaner and eyelash adhesive from my favourite brand, shu uemura, a shirt from communique and a bottle of shampoo from hairback. there and then i discovered and realised that money is never enough. kakaka...

i always have a problem putting on fake eyelashes for long hours. the eyelashes would just drop and i guess the problem was with the glue. my skin is oily basically, even the waterproof mascara would drop after a few hours. got to know this shu eyelash adhesive from a friend, who is now in the beauty line. she was having the same problem as mine and she is now free from it by using this adhesive. borrowed from her once and found that this thingy really worked. since i'll be on fake eyelashes for my wedding, might as well i buy it myself. the motivation behind the purchase is still the price-lah... definitely i won't buy it if it cost me for than rm50. well, it's only rm30 and here it is in my cosmetic pouch. oops... it's not a pouch anymore. it's now a makeup toolbox. hahaha...

tomorrow i need to go to sharon urgently as there are some serious breakouts on my face. a week to go and my skin is still misbehaving. i'm so worried... and at the same time, also knowing that the more i worry the worse it will be. but i just can't stop worrying about it. hoping so much that it'll get better in these few days.

tomorrow will be another exciting day as i'll be collecting my photo album. wondering how good or bad it could be...

wondering where to go for the few last shopping around... kakaka... i've been reading too many episodes of the shopaholics...

another long night as i'm thinking too much... too much...

7 days to go

the weather is so damn warm today. it's like 40 degrees celcius. oh my gosh... i'm sweating for the whole day.

woke up in sweat, drove mum to the market in sweat, waited in sweat for wendy to fetch us to breakfast in sweat, had breakfast in sweat, bathed and later in sweat again, waited in sweat for the time to go over to hubby's house, did tidying in sweat, went to wendy's house in sweat, watched tv in sweat, just bathed and i'm now in sweat again. these are the things that i did today and everything i did was in sweat. oh my gosh... can you imagine that? even the 16 degrees celcius, strongest non-swing air cond can't beat the heat.

cassey, wendy and i went off to hubby's house at 1.00pm. today is my 'gah zhong' day. so many things that i needed to bring over... my clothings were already 2 big luggages and moreover, there were bed linen and a set of basins that we needed to bring along. luckily i had cassey and wendy with me.

we reached hubby's house about an hour later. in such a heaty weather, the sun was like burning on us, the air cond was like not working, we were so frustrated, we didn't talk much in the journey.

once we reached there, we still needed to wait for my parents-in-law to do the bed setting ceremony. my father-in-law was disappear, didn't know to where, made us more frustrated. the best thing was we still needed to act like nothing and sincerely smile to my mum-in-law, saying that we were willing to wait for him to come back.

luckily, the bed setting didn't take long. we started unpacking everything, put on the bed linen and throwing my things into the wardrobe. hubby was so kind to help me throwing out my clothings from the luggages to the floor. thanks, so much...

in the end, i needed to thank him too for making the effort to put on the curtain, stick up all the 'hei's and cleaning up the mess. phew... at last, we've finished with the room and it is now ready for visiting. yeah yeah... our 'ngoi chau' is ready...

thought that hubby would spend dinner with me but he gotta a date with his buddies. didn't wanna be controlling too much, i let him go this time. i 'ta bao' kfc, went to wendy's house and had my dinner with him. she was alone at home. pity her... luckily she promised to send me home. if not, i'd be staying at home, facing all naggings and i'd be as pity as her : (

i'm too tired now... gotta go to bed. good night...