it's about a girl in the department that i'm working in - she's a newbie in insurance/financial field, young age - about 23 - 25, eldest in her family but she doesn't look like the eldest as she is an extremely soft spoken person, a very innocent and decent kinda girl.
lately there are some problems with the work that she's dealing with. no one to blame, the job itself is a poo, full of toxins. no one would ever like to have this item in his/her KPI/JD.
well, well, well... so bad too sad, she's the cleaner. errors after errors occur in the same file. i could feel that she overly pressurised herself to get things out, done accurately. she's pretty fast, i'd say. we learn vlookup & pivot together and i admit she does much better than i do. but just don't know why... she is in her lowest self esteem, i think much like guilt within herself, for making things even worse.
i have been there before and i still remember clearly how i felt at that point of time. guilt for not able to bring things up nicely, dissatisfied over myself for not able to work harder, couldn't sleep well at nights, couldn't stop the work from haunting me, in the end... i collapsed and cried terribly, i resigned, i surrendered...
things have changed, i have changed. i wished i could be a lil braver to face all obstacles. 4 years down the road, i have found the key to courage. work in good control, work in organised ways, work with the fullest commitment, work with the heartiest attitude, work with positivity.
girl, don't give up. we are here for you.
TOGETHER we work things out, we are a team!
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