i'm very certain of the answer to the above question. but i'm not sure if i love Him in the way He wants me to. thanks God for His words through Pastor Looi this morning. when Pastor Looi asked us to stand up for Him, so shameful that i didn't. i wanted to rise up but something just held me back. i thought i wasn't ready...later in the afternoon, i attended the spiritual discipline class and again, thanks to sis seng kin for her sharing. it enlightened me so strongly that i'm now fully ascertained that i'm ready to surrender my all to Him and i'm ready to let Him enters my heart.
i think the biggest problem that pulls me back from my acknowledgement for God is my parents-in-law. they are the strongest buddhists in the world! i really can't imagine what would be their reactions if i confess to them.
God always reminds me to surrender my worries and let go my burdens on Him but i have been disobedient all this while. thanks God that i heard Him this afternoon - just love Him and nothing else. they will be no 'but / or / and / whatsoever that follows - just love Him!
not forgetting to thanks God for sending me a super understanding husband. he always being supportive in whatever i do for God - without questioning / disallowing / troubling me.
i'm ready for confession when God calls. i have no worries now. i can now pray, worship and praise the Lord with all of my heart.
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