i can't imagine i have not visited and updated my blog for a month. i'm not gonna take 'year end closing' as an excuse anymore. it is just simply because i'm lazy - hahaha... the biggest confession in 2009!!
i went through this period of time quietly - trying to understand, analyze, study and 'feel' myself. i've been asking myself the same questions for the past few years - what do i want to do this year, what do i want to achieve this year - in short - resolutions!
i used to have dozens of resolutions but most of them are left undone, incomplete and unaccomplished. to avoid further disappointments, i've decided not to set resolutions this year. haha... i'm in the stage of withdrawal and denial - i got these words from the motivation talk that i attended last year.
better to have it said in this way - i want to have a more relaxing year ahead. it's hard to sing 'let it be', moreover i'm letting it be.
my this new 'let it be' attitude was actually inspired by a friend. she said this to me - who the hell are you to change the world? you believe in our tag line - you can make a difference? don't be so naive lah... how old are you oh...? just remember, do your very very best in whatever you are doing. if you get what you want, then good. if you don't, at least you have tried your best. what else do you feel you need to regret for?
it sounded negative but it could be a positive message too. i tend to complain before acting on a task, either existing or newly assigned. 'why do i need to do this? why not him to do this? why so troublesome? what is this for, nothing better to do?! why me? why me?? why me???!'
'why me...?' because it is my time to glow and show to myself what i got inside!
'why me...?' because this is a precious opportunity to know my value to myself.
'why me...?' simply because i'm a capable person that my boss remembers at once.
this isn't from any motivation talks, this is self experience. without an opportunity, no matter a good or a bad one, i can never show up myself. i'm gonna grab it hard and tight, work it out with passion and for sure i will get what i want.
all i need to do now is to be CONSISTENT, PERSISTENT, CONFIDENT & DISCIPLINED.
i'm all geared up and on my way to get what i want in life.
how about you?
...I love seeing the spectacular night view and make my wishes upon stars. May all my wishes come true...
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You can make a different patreena, pray for faith, although as small as a mustard seed, but when it grows, it can moves mountain.
You have received the salvation as a gift without working on it, because you are the chosen one. He choose you have a reason, listen to him. You made great difference.
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