'Why Is iT So LiKe ThAt?'

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NevEr StOp At SHaRp AngLes & u'LL sEe THinGs diffEreNtLy

1 so-ObVioUs diFFerEnce iS...

u'LL See MoRe BeaUtiFul tHinGs

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bE thAnkFuL foR The EyeS thAt u Can See beAUtiFul THinGs

Be ThanKfuL foR thE eArS thAt u CAn HeaR / LisTen To wiSDom

be ThaNkFuL foR thE mOuth thAt u Can SpEak NiCe thIngs

BE thAnkFul foR thE toNgue That u caN tAstE gooD FooD

be ThanKFul foR thE hEarT thAt u CaN FeeL loVe

Be ThankFuL foR THe Hands thAt u CaN HoLd ThE OneS THat U LoVE

Be thAnkFuL foR The LegS thAt U CaN WaLk aLonG thE BeaCheS

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thErE Are So ManY ThinGs To Be ThaNkfUL FoR

nO maTTer hOw small / BIG theY Are

ThEY aRE StiLL MaDe SPeciALLy For Us

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Why SHouLd We sTiLL HoLd oN TiGhT tO

'Why is iT So LiKe ThAt?'

ForGiveNeSS

perhaps, i just got the real meaning of true love and realised that i've done so much wrong things in the past and had pressured u so much. will u forgive me?

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all over again - justin timberlake

you've been alone, you've been afraid

i've been a fool, in so many ways

but i would change my life

if you thought you, might try to love me

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so please give me another chance

to write you another song

and take back those things i've done

cause i'll give you my heart

if you would let me start all over, again

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i'm not a saint, i'm just a man

who had heaven and earth in the palm of his hand

but i threw it away

so now i stand here today asking forgiveness and...

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if you could just please

give me another chance

to write you another song

and take back those thing's i've done

cause i'll give you my heart

if you would let me start all over, again

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little girl you're all i've got

don't you leave me standing here once again

cause i'll give you my life

yes i would

if you would let me try to love you
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so please give me another chance to write you another song

and take back those thing's i've done

cause i'll give you my heart

if you would let me start all over, again

brown VS chocolate

H: HuBBy
P: Promoter
M: Me

This conversation happened almost 3 yrs ago, in Lot 10 I-Setan, at Braun Buffel counter...

M : Please choose one for your birthday. They are having sales, I can at least save a little.
H : Okay... let me have a look around.

After a while...

H: Can I have a look at this card holder?
P: Sure... here you go. There are 2 colours, black and this one.

H: How about this, honey? Can I have it for my birthday?
M: It looks okay for me, price is reasonable and I can afford it. Which colour do you prefer?

H: Can I have the 'chocolate' colour? I prefer the 'chocolate' colour.
M & P : Huh???? 'Chocolate' colour? *faint x 1,000*

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H: HuBBy
S: Sis-in-Law
M: Me

This conversation happened some hours ago, at a stall nearby my house...

M: Do you remember about the 'chocolate' colour? Hahaha... I just can't believe that there would be another person who speaks in that way!
H: I can find you one, if you want to.
M: Who's that?
H: My sis.
M: I bet her English is better than yours...
H: I can prove it to you. Let's make a deal - a dessert for supper.
M: Deal!!

After we reached home...

H: Hi, sis... I remembered we once had a look at a bag in a departmental store, right? The one which looks like a leather bag, from Nike.
S: Yeah... it's PVC, I guess.
H: How am I suppose to describe the bag to the promoter?
S : Erm... just say it's made of PVC, 'chocolate' colour...
H: BINGO!!!


wholleyf**kingshitty 'chocolate'. I lost my bet!!

@@SALUTE YOU, THE CHEAH FAMILY@@

i JZ caN't Con'T wRiTinG tHiS...

it's been more than 2 weeks now... uncle leong left us to be with God; leaving behind my aunt, 2 beautiful daughters and a 'busy' son.

jen & bunee mz be in the flight back to home. cherios~~ and i shall see u guys next year...
matthew has always been the busiest man in town all this while and even the dad & mum could hardly hear his voice through phone and not to mention this - see his face. and yet... he is always the 'mummy boy'.

my aunt has to be on her own now, well... before this, she never had to, not even a single minute needed to be independant. it's gonna be a tough mission for her and i do pray hard for her.

we were browsing through my wedding photos last night at wendy's house. there was a photo of me and her, hugging each other, with a big smile on our faces. yeah... both of us looked very nice in the photo. bunee commented that my aunt looked so happy. and guess what... she said, 'yeah... that was before your dad passed away'. dush... her words broke my heart and i almost teared.

obviously, she has not got enough grieving the unexpected, sudden leave. and we dare not to leave her behind, alone in the house. we try to arrange her to be in kl, with her beloved son, with relatives who are staying in kl and of course, be with us. and we thought, being with us, could possibly be the best idea. everytime she visits kl, she'd be at our home - by default. we are more than happy to welcome her to our house, moreover, she really needs our hospitality now. i'd say, she needs everyone of us, she needs our support.

but... the closest hurts her the deepest.

PeNAt bEkeRja

bangun pagi

gosok gigi

cuci muka

tukar baju

pandu kereta

pigi ofis

dah nak sampai

mahu mati

puteh-puteh penat bekerja seminggu... dah stay OT 5 hari berturut-turut. hari-hari 8.30 pg sampai 10.00 mlm. traktor pun nak masuk kilang ni... janganlah cakap pasal manusia...

dah lama tak stay OT macam ni dah... biasanya nak dekat yearend baru macam ni... ni belum lagi sampai bulan september dah kena tsunami. patutlah e-mail melayang sini-sana pasal jangkaan bila tsunami akan melanda. rupa-rupanya kita yang terkena... ish ish ish...

sibuk... sibuk... sampai makan tak lalu, tidur tak nyenyak, tonton tv tak jadi, nak pigi tandas pun susah. kekadang terlintas jugak kat fikiran i nak letak satu ke dua botol kosong air mineral kat workstation. malas nak jalan pigi tandas. memang takde masa sampai extent ni...

tension giler ni... tension sampai i nak berpuisi, bersajak, berkarangan di blog i... nasib baik bahasa i ni belum berkarat lagi... bolehlah tipu sorang dua jugak... kakaka...

besok takyah kerja... yeah yeah... orang pigi main bowling, i pigi jalan-jalan. mana ingatnya... i pigi jalan-jalan di FRIM. since abang nak pigi, i pun ikut je lah...

kena bangun pukul 7.00 pg esok... kena tidur skarang. jumpa lagi...

be F.R.I.E.N.D.S with your E.N.E.M.I.E.S

I W.A.N.N.A B.E F.R.I.E.N.D.

W.I.T.H M.Y B.O.S.S

i used to avoid seeing my boss. she would just have something to say, something not soooo good to say.

eg. 1 - wow... u look so nice today. the colour of your shirt is my favourite colour. yucks... i swear i never wear that shirt / something in that colour again to the office.

eg. 2 - your husband is handsome-lah. but hor... not very tall-lah. whodahell are u to comment on my husband's height?

eg. 3 - new outfit? never seen u in that before. yoh, i've worn that a thousand times to the office.

eg. 4 - which i think is the winner of all the above. she once said that to one of my colleague who'll be getting married real soon. your husband not very handsome lah. but normally it's like that... beauty & the beast. duh... *faint*

can't i have a better boss than her?

she always complains that we have problem managing our time. similarly, i think she has problem managing herself in any ways.

guys out there... pls adopt this old lady back home. she has no one to call except mrs. c**w; she has no where to go except back home and to the office; she has nothing to do during weekends and she is an ultimate 'gik bern' who loves mondays and thinks that shopping is a waste-of-$$ activity. she really needs help...

AND GUESS WHAT?

I WANT TO BE FRIEND WITH HER.

SO THAT I WON'T HATE HER AS MUCH AS I DID.

I WANT TO FORGIVE HER FOR SHE HAD ONCE HURT ME.

I WANT TO ACCEPT HER AS WHO SHE IS, AS GOD CREATED HER THAT WAY.

YOUR GREATEST ENEMY NOW MAY BE A TRUE FRIEND LATER.

it isn't that bad, izzit?

GOD really understands what i want - dare not to challenge HIM anymore :p

wHaT's Up 4 ToDaY?

whatdaf**k??? my car got banged at the back? u must be kidding me, auntie ying. no way... i'm pretty sure that my car is in a perfect position last night. no way!!!

i ran to my car and my heart was beating to the max. OMG!! i'm gonna have a scrambled egg sandwich for breakfast. @#$%^&*!!

there was this stupid mabuk young malay dumb fella who doesn't know how to drive and yet got himself a rented car to bang our cars!! he banged a proton wira, which was parked behind me and the proton wira banged into mine.

i was angry to the extent that i really wanna slap this guy to the back. this period would be my toughest financial crisis ever and yet he chose this moment to add on to my burden. f**ktisguy!!

but do u think i would really slap him? for what...? it served no purpose...

in fact...

• i mz really thank GOD for sending auntie ying to me. if not, i'd have slept till the sun rose up on my butt. all the ppl could have left by that time :p
• i mz again thank GOD for the protection as i wasn't in the car. i could be in the car if today were a weekday. praise the LORD!! halleluyah!!
• i thank GOD for blessing the driver with safety, although i really f**kedup with him (forgiven and forgotten)
• i thank GOD for the arrangement for me today, being able to go for sunday service, safe driving journey to all the places where i didn't have a chance to go to. and in fact, i do not want to go to - they are police station and workshop. choi choi choi....
• i thank GOD for appointing wendy to accompany me the whole day. thanks, wendy. and as an appreciation to u, i'll buy u thai cuisine for dinner.
• i thank GOD for HIS understanding that i need to send my car for repair - the bumper and bonnet. as a result of the accident, my car needs to change both parts. and the most importantly, they are at the 3rd party insurance claim.

i do not mean that i like or hope my car to be banged or what... somehow or rather, i need to accept the fact that it has already happened and out of the unluckiest, i find some lucks frm there. in the end, i get my car a new bumper and bonnet at $0.00 cost.

GOD always know what we wanted and will send us signal when it's no good or otherwise, gives us what we asked for. hey hey hey... don't get me wrong. i didn't pray for this ya :o

the message that i wanna bring up is... GOD is always there for us, gives us directions and commands, helps us through hard time and saves us frm dangers. there are hundreds of thousands over reasons to be thankful to GOD, to praise the GOD. today, i jz use a more relaxed and humorous way of doing the same thing that i always do.

i devote myself to GOD as i know HE leads me in HIS bestest way. amen!!