u may like this - footprints in the sand

i always have this song in my playlist. just that it is a little bit far behind. i bet some of you have not got a chance to listen to it and you have closed my page.

ah ah... don't say no...

spend some time to listen to this song. it may clear your mind a little. at least, you know somebody is there for you when u feel troubled.

i tried and i found the power in it.

prada prada ~~ I'M COMNG TO U!!

@@you are my nearest destiny@@

i ThoughT i Was RighT bUt i WaSn'T

wHaT's Up 4 ToDaY?

i thought i see things clearer than anyone does...

i thought i do things better than anyone does...

i thought i think more thoroughly than anyone does...

i thought i speak more fluently than anyone does...

i'm sick today, stay at home after consulting the dr. i'm having the H1N1 symptoms and this really has frighten me. i need to monitor on my body temperature. if symptoms persist, i need to do a blood test for diagnosis.

an afternoon without chaotic working environment, i study the whole day - about myself.

1 word of description - ego.

how can i wash away the ego and live a new humble me?

i pray to GOD to revive me, forgive all my sins, bring freshness unto me

and bless a brand new me.

p/s:

praying to HIM makes me close to HIM, able to feel and hear HIM, obey and worship HIM. HIS effort on me convinces me that my choice to accept HIM is the most correct thing that i've done in my life of 28 yrs. thank you GOD for making me a better person to serve YOU.

i SaiD ThaNks 2 Che33 fAi & I sAiD bYe to UncLe LeONg

wHaT's Up 4 ToDaY?

yesterday there was a little unwillingness in me to get up frm the bed for church. jz didn't know why i thought of chee fai, his usual facial expression like i always see him in, with a smile on his face, asking me to wake up for church. he is always a kind, polite person who always encourage me to go back to christ. i listened to him and that made me enjoyed my 1st day back in church.

thanks GOD for sending ch33 fai, YOUR messenger.

thanks chee fai for the 'delivery'.

.

jz got to know that uncle leong has passed away peacefully this afternoon. i have not had the chance to understand the whole case yet as my parents aren't good reporters. i was so shocked when i got this news frm wendy this evening. although i'm not close to him, it's still a norm thing to grieve the death of his. i do believe that GOD loves him more and he shall be with GOD by now.

uncle leong, may you rest in peace.

Seek God for REVIVAL

wHaT's Up 4 ToDaY?

i woke up on time but still missed the songs. the whole session was interesting; i could understand the whole thing; i learned something new. the pastor, brothers and sisters were all friendly to me.

going back to the church isn't a hard thing to do, actually. stepping into the church brought back alota memories - when i first accepted HIM, the first praise i made upon HIM, the first song i sang for HIM, the first prayer to HIM - they all came back to me at once. i really miss the innocence of me at that time, the sense of the 'raw' me accepting HIM just as HE is, without demanding what HE could do for me.

today's summon was 'Seek God for Revival - Dare We Ask YOU to revive us once and for all?'

it really hit and stroke me at the right place and at the right time.
*praise the LORD - HE just knew it!!*

it taught us to always refresh our inner spirit and not to forget GOD in our busy days. all GOD needs is our time spent with HIM, so that we can hear HIM, feel HIM, worship and praise HIM.

but...
- human beings are just too selfish to do things before GOD.
- human beings are excellent in creating and giving excuses not to do anything.
- human beings are too good in falsehood.
- human beings are too forgetful - to an extent of forgetting the GOD.

i'm all of the above *sinful me*

i asked GOD to revive me, refresh my inner spirit and mould me just like how HE used to do on me in the past. i really need that 'refreshment' as i have fallen into a sinful life.

i know HE will denitely answer my prayers!!

*thank you, LORD*

I heArd God

wHaT's Up 4 ToDaY?

go or not to go?
go or not to go?
go or not to go?

i might be waking up late; end up i'd miss it.
it might be boring; end up i won't be going anymore.
we might not be getting along well; end up i don't wanna continue knowing them.

but i heard YOU, GOD...
i want to wake up early so that i won't miss a thing.
it will be a fantastic and interesting session and i want to go every sunday.
we will be friends, brothers and sisters and i wanna continue knowing them more.

I'LL BE GOING TO THE CHURCH TODAY.

~I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH GOD~

I NEED UPHAMOL 650 BUT I ONLY GOT PANADOL ACTIFAST??!

wHaT's Up 4 ToDaY?

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hEAdaCHe

hEAdaCHe

hEAdaCHe

ThAnKsGiVinG

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i used to have this in my mind - i wanna accept JESUS CHRIST starting from (a date) - this could make me easier to remember the 'anniversary'. **i wonder what in the world made me have this kinda thinking ;p**

why must be (a date)?

after a deep thought of it, i think should be ME to discourage my ownself. i'm afraid that i may not be a good christian. i may not know how to talk to HIM / say HIS prayers. i may not do the morning / evening prayers or i may not pray before my meal. i may not know how to sing for HIM. i may not read the bible. i may not go to the church.

i may be no one, i may be nothing in the end.

i may not know HIM at all in the end.

but without stepping forward to get to know HIM, to accept HIM into my life, who am I to tell myself that i'm not a good christian, not knowing how to sing praises to HIM, say HIS prayers, read the bible and arrange for service?

right here, right now...

"Jesus, I want to know you. I want you to come into my life. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sin so that I could be fully accepted by you. Only you can give me the power to change and become the person you created me to be. Thank you for forgiving me and giving me eternal life with God. I give my life to you. Please do with it as you wish. Amen."

i have once asked JESUS CHRIST into my life. i opened the door for HIM. but i left. i betrayed HIM. i always asked for HIS help whenever i'm in trouble. but i never pray to HIM during my good days. i never visited a church. i never sang praises to HIM. never have been a thankful person. and yet, HE is always with me, helping me all the way and again and again HE proves HIS existence. i sincerely thank GOD that HE never, not even once, left me alone.

DeAr GOD, ThanK yOu fOr yOur EncOurAgeMent - i'm now LeaRniNg hoW to talk 2 U in thE moRninG & eVeNing praYers. i'M Now LeaRninG hOw to Read The BiBle, Get To kNow yOur woRDs and WiLLs. i'm Now aRRanGing for sunDaY SerVicE. i'm Now LearNing hoW to ServE yOu. May YoU conTiNUe to GuiDe & teAch mE AloNg mY GroWth in ChriStiAnity.

i know HIM more bcos i once left HIM.

i want to know HIM more bcos i have come back to HIM.

p/s:

ch33Fai - thAnk yOu foR seNdinG me beAutiFul QuoTes and thE woRds of FaitH tHRu IM & sMseS.

wenDy - THanK yOU foR alwAys shAriNg tHe woRdS of WiSdoM.

pp/s:
huBBy - thAnk yOu for BuYinG mE the RouTer. Now I CaN go OnLinE ez-Ly.

ThAnk U EvErYOne. I LoVe eaCh

aNd EvEryOne of U