一日一BLOG 之對不起，我愛你們！

對不起，是我不該這樣對待你們。
對不起，是我令你們失去了自信。
對不起，是我令你們無面見人。
對不起，是我冷落了你們。
對不起，是我醜化你們。

是我活該！！！

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今天很特別，機會難逢的一天。我要你們記住這一天。

這一天，我要重新對你們好。
這一天，我要令你們重建自信。
這一天，我要你們重見天日。
這一天，我承諾不會再抛棄你們。
這一天，我要你們漂漂亮亮的。

好音樂@台灣 - 心有林夕 - 林宥嘉

最近聼回舊 CD,除了張震岳之外，我的選擇一定是林宥嘉。
他對音樂的堅持是無比的。而樂壇對他的肯定是無疑的。很棒！！！

把灿烂的笑 留给镜头记录
完美得让所有人嫉妒
把悲伤的歌 麦克风加速
淘气得让人忘了孤独
还没落幕 已经都麻木
快乐要展示到什么地步

多想有个林夕 躲在心中描述
感情的起伏 和不想掩饰的痛苦
感谢有个林夕 在心中陪我哭
闪光灯亮时我的笑容
才能让旁观者满足

不可以疲倦 也不能够认输
谁又想让所有人佩服
牵手或放手 总有标准态度
来让别人羡慕或祝福
还没开始 已经想谢幕
乐观要表演到什么分数

多想有个林夕 躲在心中描述
感情的起伏 和不想掩饰的痛苦
感谢有个林夕 在心中陪我哭
闪光灯亮时我的笑容
才能让旁观者满足

多想有个林夕 躲在心中描述
感情的起伏 和不想掩饰的痛苦
感谢有个林夕 在心中陪我哭
闪光灯亮时我的笑容
才能让旁观者满足

闪光灯亮时我的笑容
能不能让自己满足

一日一BLOG 之 DE-STRESS DINNER

I suddenly feel so stressed at work.  I need to think of a way to de-stress.  Come on...  I'm sure there's a way  *I am thinking*

Got it!  I call for a dinner after work with my colleagues.

Venues and Restaurants for selection:

KLCC

 

Mid Valley



At last, we have chosen Chili's @ KLCC.  Can't wait for 7th March!

一日一BLOG 之悲慘晚餐

Hubby forgot to remind MIL that I am fasting for Easter.  She cooked 雞絲豆腐濃湯, 蠔油雞 & 蝦米黃瓜。Luckily there is 蝦米黃瓜，if not, I'd have to white rice with soy sauce!!!

MIL noticed what I ate, she offered to cook steamed egg for me.  Missed it, I shouldn't have eaten so fast...

After dinner, I had to continue working for tomorrow's meetings.  Although it wasn't something difficult to complete, I just hate it that I needed to continue working at home!

Reached home at 2300, I was too tired to bathe.  ZZZ I went after removing makeup and brushing teeth.  *Beh tahan*

I planned to be late to work tomorrow!  *管它的*

Signing off for 27.02.2012

PLANNING FOR BONUS TREATMENTS

I am already planning for treatments for my bonus release end of March.  Though I can't be expecting much, really hope that I could pay off some of my debts, go for a crazy shopping spree (must be during mega sales & this is inclusive of iPhone), give a little to my parents, organize dinners for my beloved friends, colleagues and families, save up a little in bank account and for Taiwan Shopping Trip in October/November this year.

I have dated my sisters for a shopping spree in April!  I am preparing my shopping list now...!!!

I am looking around for nice restaurants in town to bring my families and friends to!

I am planning for a home BBQ @ pool side!

*Nice dream*

音樂西遊記 - ADELE - SET FIRE TO THE RAIN

I am not particularly into Adele but I am particularly into this song.

一日一BLOG 之 MORNING WALK

我終于踏出了我的第一步，一大早起床，在 parking compound 快步走了一趟。
平時沒運動的我感覺有點吃力。快步走了兩圈已斷氣似的。哈哈哈。。。看來我要加油加油了！！！

完成了 mission impossible 之後，去吃了一頓豐富的早餐。
早上的快步等於零了。吃完才想到，氣死！！！

今天老公需工作，又是自己過的一天。在想著要如何過。。。

*在聼著張震岳，依然張震岳*

一日一BLOG 之回味無窮

每次聽到這首歌都令我回味無窮。

它陪我度過了很多很多不眠夜。

14年了，不免不休地陪著我。

謝謝您，張震岳。。。

*感動*

Signing off for 25.02.2012

一日一BLOG 之無奈

近期有很多令我覺得無奈的事情。

朋友介紹了一份新的工作給我，我沒興趣，但我很想換工。

我的眼鏡是時候要換了，但我覺得有點不捨得。

我很想換了 wardrobe 裏的衣服，但我覺得有點浪費。

縂覺得短髮比較適合自己，但我又覺得我幾襯中段捲髮。

好煩啊！！！

Signing off for 24.02.2012

一日一BLOG 之 IN YOUR FACE, TAKE IT!

Stupid Man: What is the Company's procedure to send an employee for training?  I want to send XXX for Excel training.

Me: You should be asking HR and not me!

Stupid Man: Does the Company have such training internally?

Me: You should be asking HR and not me!

Stupid Man: OIC, OK!

Me: Since you are asking HR for XXX, might as well you ask for PP training for yourself, particularly training you how to draw an organisation chart and paste the image in PP slide.

Stupid Man: Wah, you want to say like that meh?

Me: (Get it!  In your face!!)

一日一BLOG 之蓮環彩

Headache headache...  The condition occurs too frequent lately.  I just suffered a severe headache last weekend and now it occurs again.  Quickly I finished dinner, hoping that I could rest a little earlier.  Gosh, it was getting crazier...

Argh...  I couldn't stand anymore!!!  I took a tablet of Panadol and...  I vomitted a minute later.  Gone my lunch and dinner...  Phew...  It got better and I think I gotta rest earlier for sure...  Bye!

Signing off for 21.02.2012


Headache headache but I couldn't rest today.  A stupid man doesn't know how to draw an organisation chart and paste the image in PP.  In the end, the job is lying on my desk with a note from my boss 'Thanks for helping out!'.

@#$%^&*()_+!!!

Signing off for 22.02.2012

一日一BLOG 之一桌兩份

今天我和老公都沒什麽胃口。但是，晚餐也需要吃啊。。。看到朋友在吃老火湯配蒸飯，心思思。。。

落單，兩盅老火湯，一盅蒸飯！這樣就一餐了！

有時候吃得簡單就是最好吃的。什麽山珍海味，一想到就有點膩。。。

林子祥的歌是對的，鹹魚白菜也好好味。。。

一日一BLOG 之有情吃包飽

整天呆在家裏，老公生病了，我沒心情了。

少了吵聲，少了笑聲，談天也沒心情了。

睡覺，上網，看電視，睡覺，上網，看電視，睡覺，上網，看電視。。。
不知不覺又來到周末的最後一天，有點懶惰。

晚餐時間到了，吃什麽，吃什麽。。。想來想去都想不到，乾脆，吃早上賣的麵包吧。加碗湯，謝謝！

Signing off for 19.02.2012

一日一BLOG 之 WE ARE SICK!

I have an appointment with Dr. Amir @ Columbia Asia, Cheras Selatan.  The follow up is since my admission due to acute bronchitis.  Too bad, bad cough comes back lately.  I am worried too, the symptoms are exactly the same as last time.  I am having breathing problem and chest pain every time I cough.  *Fingers crossed*

Good news, nothing to do with my lungs.  The cough is due to throat infection.  *Relieved*  Dr. Amir prescribed me antibiotics, lozenges and gargle for a week and I gotta be back to his clinic next Saturday morning.

Hubby is definitely worse than me.  He is still having mild fever and sore throat.  We went back to the same neighbourhood doctor and he was again given a jep @ butt.  But a good news for him, doctor said he is recovering and should be fine by day end.  *Finger crossed* 

He tells me jokes all the time, he dances around the house every weekend.  I am so heartache to see hubby has no mood for everything.  He has no energy and needs sleep all day long.  Pity him...

Hubby, get well soon ya.  I am gonna cook you mac and cheese when you have fully recovered, okay...?!

一日一BLOG 之 JEP @ BUTT

Hubby was feeling unwell and suffering body ache last Wednesday night.  I cancelled a dinner appointment with my colleagues and accompanied him to a neighbourhood doctor.  I thought he just wanted a day off (MC) to have a good rest at home (*Lazy bump*).  I didn't know that he was really unwell, until he had high fever the next day, most probably caused by the throat infection, as what the doctor said.  I asked for an hour off in the morning so that he could sleep longer (I was feeling so guilty having him to send me to work in the morning).

I was nervous when he was still having fever on Friday.  After sending me to office, he went back to the same doctor and was given a jep @ butt, hoping that he could recover faster.  I was so worried and couldn't concentrate at work.  I took a half day off so that I could take care of him.  He felt tired the whole day, poor...  Porridge for dinner but he had no appetite at all.  He ate just a little and threw up everything the next minute.  What should I do...???

Signing off for 17.02.2012

一日一BLOG 之白日夢

今天我發了一場免費的白日夢。。。

'如果我是一個不貪心的百萬富翁'

我知道爸爸媽媽不會搬家，所以我的第一個 RM88,000.00 應該為他們現住的家來個大翻身，讓他們住得更舒服。

我知道大家姐喜歡錢，所以我的第二個 RM88,000.00 是給她的。她喜歡做什麽就做什麽。

我知道二家姐一個人生活是不簡單的，所以我的第三個 RM88,000.00 是給她的。

我又不想給現金我的家公家婆，所以我的第四個 RM88,000.00 是給他們去度假，歐洲6人行應該還可以吧。。。

我會將我的負資產全部還清，大概 RM250,000.00 左右吧。

剩下的 RM486,000.00，我會將 RM200,000.00 存款在銀行和基金。BB基金各 RM88,000.00，希望到 20 年后這一筆錢可增加到 RM200,000.00 吧。

有錢不忘了做慈善。RM10,000.00 給老人院，RM10,000.00 給孤兒院。RM10,000.00 給教堂。

多出來的 RM80,000.00 就當作是我和老公的度假費用吧。

你們應該會問我，爲什麽不買多兩間房子，不做些小生意，不買多輛車。

答案很簡單 - 我不想我未來的孩子整天以爲那兩間房子是留給他們的。我覺得 90 后的孩子會很懶惰。我想他們為自己而努力。我和老公都不是做生意的材料，交給別人又不放心，最好是不要碰吧。車對我來説永遠都是負資產，我剛剛才還完我的負資產，有來多一筆？不用吧。。。

又是時候唱首歌啦。。。
想得這麽理想注定有劫数破壞甜夢一場。。。

Signing off for 16.02.2012

一日一BLOG 之 POST VALENTINE'S DAY

我很想念楊千嬅！

想不到 Valentine's Day 之後的第一天就是悲。

一日一BLOG 之 WTF ON A VALENTINE'S EVE

Valentine's Dinner - Plan to have dinner with my parents at their home.  Oops...  I interrupted their candlelit dinner.  Sorry...

Valentine's Gift - None at the moment and it won't be on time but I have demanded for one.

Valentine's Card - I dare not to dream about it.  Hubby has never given me one without me reminding him that I like cards very much and hope to get one from him on this special day.

Valentine's Bouquet - I personally think this is not worthy.  No problem to me!

Valentine's Greetings - Happy Valentine's Day, My Wifey.  Good night...

Happy Valentine's Day 2012!


Signing off for 13.02.2012

一日一BLOG 之情人節對我來説。。。

每年的情人節我會趁機會想一想我的初戀。

我們如何認識對方，

我們如何開始交往，

我們爲何吵架，

我們如何和好如初，

我們何時談我們的未來，

我們爲何不再談我們的未來，

我們爲何，何時跟未來說了永遠的 bye bye。

現在結婚了，我和以前一樣，都會想起我的初戀。

我們如何認識對方，

我們如何開始交往，

我們爲何吵架，

我們如何和好如初，

我們何時談我們的未來，

我們爲何不再談我們的未來，

我們爲何，何時跟未來說了永遠的 bye bye。

不記著初戀又如何會珍惜現在。

我的初戀教曉了我很多很多，我像上了一堂寶貴的課。

第一堂 - 珍惜眼前人。

生命沒 Take 2，勇敢地愛吧！

祝：

甜蜜中的朋友，永遠甜蜜幸福。。。

火戰 / 冷戰中的朋友，試想想當初你們如何開始戀愛，如何包容對方，嘗試攤開死結，坦白一切，希望你們能破鏡重圓。。。

抱怨著舊情人的朋友，試想想當初對方為你付出的一切，放開懷抱，繼續你的路。。。幸福在等著你啊。。。

情人節快樂！

一日一BLOG 原本。。。

原本想出街走走，想帶老公去萬里長橋，去 KLCC Ki Ki 吃台灣料理，預先慶祝情人節。

但是，天有不測之風雲，超炎熱。什麽 mood 都沒了。。。

自己取消了計劃，留在家裏煮 spaghetti 作晚餐。

雖然節目取消了，我不忘叫老公送我情人節禮物。哈哈哈！！！

我要買眼鏡！！！

一日一BLOG 之 DINNER @ PARK ROYAL

Hubby and I always got invited by one of our buddies to attend GE D'Champion Annual Dinner.  We are lucky to have the opportunities to share her success in career and chances to taste nice food in hotels / restaurants around town  (:-p)

This year's theme is Blockbuster Movie Night, hold @ Park Royal Orchid Grand Ballroom.  We are so excited and at the same time frightened (HeHeHe~~~) by their appearances in Flinstone (especially the Caveman), Star Wars, Ladder 49, Avatar, Fiona of Shrek, Privates of the Caribbean, Medusa of Clash of the Titans and many more...

Queen Amidalia in the house!!!

After the dinner, we went to a lounge on Ground Floor for drinks, to celebrate another buddy's birthday.  Nice and comfy ambiance, with live performance, live football matches, nice drinks, nice mates and nice cigar...

An enjoyable night...  The birthday buddy said she did not celebrate her birthday for the past few years.  We suddenly realised and we agreed, we did not celebrate ours for the past few years too.  We just have a simple dinner on our birthdays, well...  everyday we need to have dinner, right...  Let's make some changes this year, we celebrate birthdays, okay...  The next coming birthday is Julian's, the cigar man!

Signing off for 11.02.2012

一日一BLOG 之 BYE BYE 戰友

Ong Ann Mei, please allow and let me address you in my blog. 

First of all, thank you for being my great colleague, my companion since the day I join Allianz Life.  If I am not mistaken, you joined Allianz Life 2 weeks earlier than me.  That makes you my senior  :)

Knowing that you wanted and 'needed' to leave the battlefield that we are fighting real hard in, it is the hardest fact that I have to accept.  What a new beginning of my 2012 having to lose you in just days (Yeah, you notice is real short)!!

Understand your current situation and condition, I am truly sorry and I hope for the very best in your future undertakings and career path.  I hope that your decision to leave Allianz Life marks a new beginning and the first step to a successful career.

Keep in touch and do call us for breakfasts, lunches and dinners.  We are just a block away  :)

In remembrance of Ann @ 10.02.2012

一日一BLOG 之童年的玩具

記得當年二姐有個 Barbie。不知當初爸爸爲何會買個 Barbie 給她。我印象中她沒什麽讀書好成績，這應該不是爸爸買她禮物的原因。可能她的口比較甜，爸爸比較喜歡她。

Barbie 是瘋魔一時的傳奇玩具。每個小女孩都喜歡。頭髮長長金金色的，18" 腰圍，42" 長腿，眼大大，嘴小小，鼻尖尖，很可愛的！我也很喜歡，不時偷她的 Barbie 來玩。哈哈哈！！！

Barbie 紅到連 Aqua 都要唱它。

一日一BLOG 之開工大吉

年又過了，
長假期又過了，
要努力工作了。

長假期后的第一天工作，有點嬾。

長假期后的第一天工作，有點難。

長假期后的第一天工作，有點氣。

不想想太多，我要努力努力再努力！

不想想太多，吃飽才講！

什麽是 'Pattern 寥寥' ?

Hubby bets that this phrase has been in existance for decades, just that I didn't know about it.  Where in the world does this phrase comes from???  Hubby is simply bulls**tting!!!

What is this 'Pattern Liao Liao' all about?

I have set up a question in Facebook & Twitter and I am going to ask all my Chinese colleagues when I am back to work tomorrow, who in the world know about this stupid phrase!

老公，你不要跟我 Pattern Liao Liao!

一日一BLOG 之相處之道

相處好，同住難 - 我同意！

人與人的相處係一種學問 - 我同意！

即使/儘管他/她係你嘅至親至愛，爭吵實在在所難免。

記得同老公未搬出來住嘅時候，洗衫煮飯毋需推來推去。吸塵抹地洗廁所毋需讓來讓去。床單唔整齊，無所謂。衫唔挂好，無所謂。什麽都可以無所謂！

一出來住之後，什麽都有所謂！洗衫煮飯係我嘅。吸塵抹地洗廁所係你嘅。床單唔整齊，再鋪過。衫唔挂好，點解唔挂好啲？！總之，什麽做唔好嘅都睇唔順眼！

最近二家姐搬回同阿爸阿媽一齊住。可能自己一個人住得太自由了，而家姐有啲唔習慣了。阿爸阿媽點都係老人家，唸嘅，講嘅，做嘅，一定會同我哋啲後生嘅有大大的不同。旁人係無辦法了解，只可以勸告 '唔好咁啦，老人家係咁既啦'。但係，又有幾個係真係了解二家姐有機咁難受？

為由係多一點聼她嗖苦啦。。。

十朴香港音樂 - C ALL STAR

天下的情侶，請聼聼這首歌。

它在教我們如何踏上愛的天梯。

一日一BLOG 之 SHOPPING DAY

剛剛寫完我的 shopping list。

整頁 shopping list 都是家裏的日用品。真坎坷。。。

JUSCO 已屬於我的購物天堂。真坎坷。。。

環保袋已成爲我的 PRADA 手袋。真坎坷。。。

T-Shirt 短褲就是我的 signature fashion trend。真坎坷。。。

怎麽了。。。

你善忘，我愚蠢

人是善忘的。
往往需要人提醒的。
之所謂，江山易改，本性難移啊。。。
這説法真得很！

被提醒者當然沒所謂啦。
提醒者當然感到深深不忿。
爲什麽如此小事也需三番四次的提示呢？

被等著回家的當然沒所謂啦。
在家中等著人回家的當然感到忐忑不安。
一通可令人感覺安心的電話，
真的這樣難打出去嗎？

這一切只怪我愚蠢，未知答案。。。

或者，這一切只可怨男女之分，
男的永遠不會體會女的在想什麽，
而女的永遠不會了解男的灑脫。

3 YEARS, 3 MONTHS, 3 WEEKS & 3 DAYS

Prosperous numbers - 3333!!!!

In just blinks of eyes, 3 years ++ had flown with memories of sweet and sour.

May there be more 3333 to come  :)

一日一BLOG 之迷戀 MIKI OJISAN

I always like Miki Ojisan's Cheese Cake.  It tastes just nice, not over cheesy done.  I just can forget how fluffy the cheese cake is...  Slurp...  Yummy~~~

When I was working in Menara Maxis, I used to buy one every weekend.  The initial price was RM8.90 to RM10.90 to RM12.90 and I don't know how much it costs now.

Hmm...  Thinking to buy one on Wednesday  :)

音樂西遊記 - CAROLINE COSTA

Then...

Now...

Brief Biodata

Name: Caroline Costa

DOB: 9 May 1996

POB:  Moissac, France



音樂西遊記 - CONNIE TALBOT

@ 6 years old

@ 11 years old

Brief Biodata

Name: Connie Talbot

DOB: 20 November 2000

POB: Streetly, Aldridge, England

一日一BLOG 之大雜會

01/02/2012 - ANOTHER REUNION DINNER

This dinner is the greatest reunion dinner after years.  A friend from Australia was able to make herself back home during CNY.  We went to a friend's house for dinner.  Nevertheless, 魚生 was the first dish on the dining table.  Wishing for the best of health, like always, 撈啊!!!

The host promised us western food the last time we had dinner at her home.  So unfortunate that TNB was working on the main switch on that day.  I thought we gonna have the chance this round, she wanted to have steamboat.  I miss her localised English Shepherd's Pie.  Steamboat was equally nice.  After all, the companions count more than the food.  Doesn't matter what we had for dinner, we just wanted to be together!

Baby Maverick was the main attention that night (He is always the main attention.  Hahaha!!!).  He is so cute and I was so excited that this was the first time he looked at me straight and played games and laughed with me.  We had a great time playing lil tearing-tissue-game.  It was fun!  He is such a happy baby!

It wasn't just another ordinary dinner, another friend announced that she's pregnant!  So happy for the new couple.  Another baby on board!!!  A great news for 2012!!!

02/02/2012 - AND ANOTHER REUNION DINNER

I understand that we need to have dinner everyday but reunion dinner is no kidding.  It is like 10 dishes on the table, with most probably 1 green leaves dish, dinner after dinner is killing me and the scale!

Ex-colleagues in Pru organized a reunion dinner @ Sentul, this Chinese Restaurant that we always go to for reunion dinner.  Reunion dinner has been a norm for us since we've been more than good cooperative colleagues.  I treasure every reunion dinner we have, it is the best time to catch up with those who are still in Pru to talk about happenings in Pru, those who have left to talk about the discouraging working environment in their current offices, those who have tried another field of work to talk about the big world outside insurance.  We can talk, joke and laugh the night away...  Nice...

The year of Dragon is really a good year.  2 colleagues from Pru are pregnant, one with a baby boy, another one with a baby girl.  These 2 preggies are myth believers, they asked me to touch their big tummy for blessing to becoming pregnant.  Hahaha...  I never believed that!  Touch a big tummy and I'll get pregnant?!  No way!!!  I didn't do anything in the end.  One thing for sure, I dare not to touch their big tummies, I feel I look like a maniac!!!  Yeer...  geli!!!

3 Dragon Babies on board!


03/02/2012 - I AM ON MY OWN

My mobile account is under my MIL's account.  I didn't know that until I looked at my telephone bill a few years back.  It wasn't a big deal, anyhow...  Until recently, I thought of switching my mobile plan to a data plan but I need to detach my account from hers before I can do that.  No choice, I have to go to the Maxis Service Centre to get things settled!  I just hate to go to mobile centres / government offices, they always make us wait and wait and wait endlessly...

Oh No!!!  Maxis Centre @ Selayang was so crowded!  6 to go before our turn.  The facilities were so bad, those waiting for their turns were left unattended, standing everywhere in the centre.  Bad Bad Bad!!!  A dozen of sales personnel came to ask if I have broadband, if I have Internet access at home, if I have this, if I have that.  Oh come on...  Just shut up!  Leave me alone, PLEASE!

Finally it was my turn.  After 20 minutes, I am now free!!!  I have signed up for a RM50 plan at the moment until I get my iPhone package in April!  Yahoo!!!  And I swear, I won't return to Maxis Centre @ Selayang anymore!  The centre is sucks!!!

04/02/2012 - ANOTHER ANOTHER REUNION DINNER

Today is 立春日.  It marks the official Lunar New Year, in fact.  Normally it happens before the CNY but don't know why it happened after CNY in 2012.  What a special year, 2012?!

So coincidence that my colleague had decided to hold her open house party on this special day.  Already made known in advance that this gonna be a 'steamboat night'.  Again, who cares...  We just wanted the feeling out of it!

The dinner was nice, the house is beautifully renovated and decorated, everyone was quite punctual, except the ones who are staying the nearest by.  It is a tradition that the nearest is always the latest, according to him...  What an excuse?!  Unacceptable!!!  Hahaha~~~

After dinner, while we were enjoying 香港十大中文頒獎典禮 airing on 8TV, one of my colleagues requested for poker cards for some table games.  We played Black Jack and '牛'.  Learning the '牛' on the table, the game is quite fun, although my brain didn't work fast enough to turn '3 into 6' and '6 into 3'.  Hubby was the Banker and we won RM6 after the long night.  Hehe...  At least it was something...  Still good luck  :)