Tuesday, July 27, 2010

MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED

所有的努力, 只换来一句 - i will try my best.
但是, 我已经很满足了!
谢谢您, 老公.

Monday, July 26, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 老公

i don't want diamond rings, i just want a prada. because i'm a devil!

happy birthday. may all your dreams come true.

wishing you the best of health & wealth.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

是我变了吗?

最初, 爱上你, 因... 喜欢你是你.
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后来, 有一点顶不顺你.
但, 当我想起最初的你, 这就是原来的你.
改变你, 不是没了原本的你吗?
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现在, 很抱歉, 我想改变你.
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我想... 也许... 是我的问题, 是我变了...
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两年的二人世界, 我真的过得很快乐.
在这两年内, 你计划了很多东西.
我很开心你有把我放在你的每一个计划里面.
可惜的是... 我并不在策划当中.
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我想享受的是两人在策划当中的过程, 分享, 交流, 包容和意见.
其实我一点都不在意什么效果或后果, 只要是我们的选择, 我们同意的决定, 不是行了吗?
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我很想让你明白...
1. 家庭已成为我生命中最重要的精神支取, 快乐来源.
2. 我想要一个完整, 快乐, 有欢笑的家.
3. 家中成员必须要保持良好的关系, 有效地沟通.
4. 原谅别人的错失会带给你一种无止境的快乐.
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别再过着独行侠的生活, 好吗?

Thursday, July 22, 2010

失去信心 = 失去一切

something to share...

it's about a girl in the department that i'm working in - she's a newbie in insurance/financial field, young age - about 23 - 25, eldest in her family but she doesn't look like the eldest as she is an extremely soft spoken person, a very innocent and decent kinda girl.

lately there are some problems with the work that she's dealing with. no one to blame, the job itself is a poo, full of toxins. no one would ever like to have this item in his/her KPI/JD.

well, well, well... so bad too sad, she's the cleaner. errors after errors occur in the same file. i could feel that she overly pressurised herself to get things out, done accurately. she's pretty fast, i'd say. we learn vlookup & pivot together and i admit she does much better than i do. but just don't know why... she is in her lowest self esteem, i think much like guilt within herself, for making things even worse.

i have been there before and i still remember clearly how i felt at that point of time. guilt for not able to bring things up nicely, dissatisfied over myself for not able to work harder, couldn't sleep well at nights, couldn't stop the work from haunting me, in the end... i collapsed and cried terribly, i resigned, i surrendered...

things have changed, i have changed. i wished i could be a lil braver to face all obstacles. 4 years down the road, i have found the key to courage. work in good control, work in organised ways, work with the fullest commitment, work with the heartiest attitude, work with positivity.


girl, don't give up. we are here for you.
TOGETHER we work things out, we are a team!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

白痴-lization

i'm hired to de-白痴-lize the 白痴-lization.
i'm now wondering if i could still score for my KPIs as i, myself have been di-白痴-lized.
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OMG, SOS!!!
救命啊!!!
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this time really DNS-loh... :pp

Monday, July 5, 2010

卓韵芝的作品



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FOOTBALL HERO

HE IS ALWAYS MY HERO!!!

HE IS NOW MY NEW HERO!!!

Received an e-mail from Kiat a few days ago. She sent me the wallpaper that she put up on her office PC - a full page of Gerrard in the new season jersey sponsored by Standard Chartered.
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I still prefer this old set of jersey sponsored by Carlberg.

HOW WE KNOW EACH OTHER - TRAMY LIM

i was in the chess club since my primary school days. it was the only sports club that i could join, i guess. just couldn't understand why i couldn't play games with balls, not even with shuttlecocks. hahaha... so there i was with the chess club.

there was a time my school competed with our partner, SRK Pudu (I). there were 5 players and i was the only one lost in the game. i couldn't remember if it was a great game and all i could remember was the player's name - LIM MEE KEON.

losing to her wasn't a pain but the greatest gain in my life. she is now one of my greatest buddies. i couldn't remember how we got along and when the relationship started. fate, it is all, i guess.

we are so far apart and yet God's mechanism works so well that it makes us stay together so close, for so long.

Keon, it's a great pleasure to be your friend, although we always have disagreements over Man U vs Liverpool, we always share the same spirit - Semangat Van Dort!!

we'll be always waiting for your returning to M'sia. see you in oct.