HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2010

happy birthday. may all my dreams come true.

good health, good wealth... : )

BIOTERM MAKE UP BASE

just days before i realised the sunblock that i'm currently using had expired in april 2010. gosh... i'm still using it. i can't believe that i can't finish the whole tube in 1 year time.

after some studies on the sunblock and my preference, i think i use lesser than the minimal amount, just because i can't stand its oiliness. the tube is a 120ml package and i guess the expiry date was quite near to the date of purchase. sigh... wasted...

i decided not to continue with the salon brand and i actually surfed on internet and asked around for other brands. finally come to this - BIOTERM.

it is a make up base with SPF 30. although it is not water base type, which was my priority, it actually has another similar function, that it will, in a way, lock up the water in our skin. i'm so desperate for sunblock, sigh... just give it a try-lah (baka !!! costs me RM135 for 30 ml).

yesterday was my first day trying it. surprisingly, it was so refreshing, it gave my skin a cooling effect. gee... worth spending RM135. haha...

well, still in the processing of adapting to it. let's see what will happen to my skin.

FINALLY...

YAHOO~~~!!!

we've got the keys to our new home sweet home!!!

BYE BYE PRU

I CANNOT HIDE FROM YOU

got a sms from wendy early in the morning today, asking for my personal e-mail. what the heck is she gonna mail me early in the morning.

very much worthy for me to open my eyes to reply her, she sent me this song.

worshipping and devoting myself to God early in the morning draw me closer to Him. Hallelujah !!!

I'M ANNOYED

if u think i have wasted your time, pls get yr f**king asshole out of here. sitting in this office is already wasting yr time, so get yr butt off to somewhere u think yr time won't get wasted, b*tch !@#$%^&*

p/s: pls first ask yrself if u ever wasted my time, asking me a simple question over & over again, like a thousand times a day, brain sucked with s**t, u...!!!

JUMPING OFF A FRYING PAN

AND JUMPING INTO A FIRE BURNING WOK!!!

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this is what my current lady boss told me, when she knew that the new company needs me to be there so urgently & pays me such money. yes, i admit the fact that the situation might be worse than current.

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it's really a pride to me that the new boss actually thinks of me when she is facing the greatest challenges in her work. kiat, perhaps you are right, it's time for me to outperform myself.

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p/s: bro chee fai, i was shocked when i got to know that you are leaving too. i didn't expect that, seriously. i can't imagine how others react when the news breaks, especially our lady bosses who have not got to know this today. anyway, bro, let's us hold on tight to our believe - God is faithful that He never leaves us behind. He kept Himself away for a little while to prepare us in a unity to run a good race & fight a great fight.

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AFFIRMATION

i've been disobedient, i didn't wait for His affirmation!!!

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well, well, well... i'd say that this is the hardest decision i've ever made in my life. measuring between my comfort zone and attractive package isn't an easy mathematical theory. it is between trying new things, accepting new challenges and regretting the decision that i've made.

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this is what i first pointed out in the discussion. i've repeatedly, consistently thought about this for the past few months and i've been mentally tortured during that period of time. dilemma, indecisive, uncertainties... they were all around me. yes, this is the hardest decision to make and yet i've made it - i'm resigning. yes, i'm leaving. in fact, very soon.

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人终要向现实低头 - i chose attractive package to create a new comfort zone. i've prepared myself for the worst scenarios and the hardest challenges.

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but at the same time, deep inside me, i'm still 'was was', uncertain, fear of the upcoming. i should have waited for His affirmation, His guidance and direction.

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God, may You hear me now, asking for Your forgiveness, that i have bypass Your plan for me. God, may You hear me now, praying for Your blessing unto Your child, who is now fearful and praying for Your courage to lead my way back to Your fruitful path. God, may You hear me now, praying for continuous blessing for good health. in Jesus name, Amen.

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